The incarnation of me..

2009-05-06T12:11:00.002+08:00

I may say it wrong but i think blogging is never easy for me, those pple working in my kind of line may feel the difficulties too.Maybe only. But i find it abit difficult or maybe i'm just plain lazy.So right now i'm stealing time from work and actually blog AT WORK.Ok,not coolshit but it is to me,considering looking out for any supervisors or executives on duty and peeking out through the small gap in between the monitor and a signage stand. Well,cut the crap,let's get on with it aite???

Life's been pretty fine as usual,was on parent sick leave cos my mum was not feeling well and i took her to the doctor in the evening and get MC from my mum and apart from that did nothing else except playing Blackshot online for many many hours as if im very good on it.Haha!!but overall its a boring day,boring week. Titi went back to school to meet her teacher and after that went for session at around 8pm.Oh my,how much i miss jamming and how much i miss her so so much..Should have tag her along..lol,but nevermind,some other time..

Hope she's doing fine and i miss having outings with you dear..Remember the golf thingy,SG flyer and Nat Museum??Wish we can do that again...The best times we ever have....

Everything that we had.......

Hate nightmares...It scares me now..

2009-04-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

Another Sunday, was working as usual but this time its not at the usual workplace. MB today.Woke up quite late today, as usual feeling lazy going to work but i know i do not have much choice. Dragged myself to work, late but still manage to reach work on time. Was shocked to find Sandy there where i knew she was suppose to be on off. Ok,Benny changed off days with her and di da di da di da. Start-up the gallery as usual, scavenging at junkies in the small brown box. Found nothing of interest and doors opened exactly at 1000hrs by Sharon. Sat down on our own "bangla" quaters and had curry tuna for breakfast (thanks Sharon!!). Sharon and Sandy did the first tour at 1100hrs while Colin did his project on his lappie (that gadget man..) and i slept. Nothing much happened today and time flew like a penguin. Wait,penguins can't fly. Ok,whatever.We had lunch together at 1230hrs and we really ate like a group of Banglas with newspaper as our tablecloth.Sharon cooked spaggethi and brought some for Colin and Sandy and yah,too bad la Qahar ade Babi so takleh rase..What a bummer..

Afternoon went quite fast with me busy playing DS and Colin still doin his project on his lappie.(Bro,you can thank me later about the SG Expo thingy ya!).After that Vic went up and we asked him to play cards with us.As usual play the "Ah-Chap" game and this time i do more pushups then Sharon did her jumping jack.lol.Had abit of fun before proceeding down for my last tour.Went quite well and i was up at the quaters 60 mins later.Was feeling exausted from the tour when Sandy ask me to play Donkey with Sharon and herself.Ok,i sucks at donkey and i win the 1st round and after that lost all the way. (Lucky thing no forfeit.Or else..).Played 21 b4 playing Ah-Chap for the last few times and this time we decide what the loser had to do.Sharon got to close the entrance.Sandy gt to close the pump sump,carry the walkie talkie down and usher guest out from the 6th gallery.Colin did the shit job.he's a garbage boy,close all tvs in the gallery and do a last commentory at gallery 4. As for me,hahahaha!!!i'm the boss.cos i win all the games..haha!!We end-of-the-day at 2005 hrs and its time to sign out and go home..(if gt pictures gd,can post here..takpe,next time..)

Miss my baby girl so much and i'm sorry dear i'm feeling like shit now i dunno why.Keep thinking and thinking...I love you titi and i hope you still feel the same for me too..

i'll try not to feel like shit.Good luck for yer attachment.stay strong dear...I will always be there for you even if im not convincing enough. I dunno when will you finally get to read this post,but i noe 1 day u will read this post...

Jus another post

2009-04-08T09:19:00.003+08:00

Nobody force me to write this but its my choice to blog or not to blog and my choice today is to blog.Its already like 0925hrs and i still haven sleep.Well its alrite,maybe after blogging i can finally get a well deserved rest,or maybe not.

Ok,i admit ive been cntrolling people's life and this time its been proven by not by she herself but others also.So ive made a few changes here and there and its finally settled.Hope it turn out well and hope she still feels the same for me too...

There's just too much to say but everything jus don't seems to come out.10 minutes have gone and im still blogging.Eyes are heavy now but i have to fight it to keep awake and complete this post.Been a long time and there's so much things happening...Well i better end my blogging session for today.Just have nothing else to write anymore....Darn,i really cnt sleep now.maybe i should go to the gym and carry some weights.Maybe it will help to reduce tension.It work for most guys..Anyway yesterday i crash a metal cue pole to a computer at work.Its spoiled now.

And by the way,I set my friends on fire six years ago.....and its impossible to bring them back.

I am back,officially...

2009-01-05T10:20:00.002+08:00

Well people,i'm officially back from blogging and i hope i can really blog for real now.haha.My parents are back from Haj and gosh,how much i miss em.everything seems to back to normal with the usual nag nag nag from my mum,except she relax abit and my dad,started working again his 3 days ago.lol.Its either he's too on or his boss really need him to work so as to settle the works which he can only do..(senior mah,but still no promotion..).As for me,i'm back home and im really glad to sleep on my bed and doing my normal routine.And also i'm much more disciplined in waking up to go to work and im nt late animore!!

Work was alrite except that i am rotated from SDC to Marina Barrage.Right now i can do tours and i am very happy to contribute to that place and seeing my old "khakis" at MB really make working a more exciting experience,and at the same time using the FISH philosiphy.(LIVE,WORK and PLAY).i'm more scheduled to MB now dat i can do tours there and for those goin ova to MB,Do go!!its a gd place to rest and relax,play kite,family outing etc.bt no hanky-panky ar!!cos thres security all ard.and the best thing in MB was visits from MM Lee,and its frequent.i can see everybody running towards his car jus to wave and it was a very noisy but exciting atmosphere with his bodyguards surrounding the area.but i think he's not bad cos the crowd waving at him like some celeb tells all..overall,MB is a very nice place.Gerfiee had gone to MB with her friend,Casper Rose!!loland next time i may want to plan an outing with gerfiee there and i wanna play kite.set hun??hehe.we can fly kite together..

School starts today for both gerfiee and me.She at ITE simei takin nursing,me continuin my diploma at PSB Academy.Really,both of us need to study very hard..i'm glad gerfiee is finally studying again and i hope she will continue to pursue the nursing path after she graduate and takin part-time hairstyling courses as back up..well,thats all for today.got to email my exec bot my floorball thingy..

Aniway to team PY,congrats on beating RP 8-5.too bad i wasnt part of the winning team.Maybe this coming 11th aite wen we face SIM Blacks..Its gd that we r progressing and much stronger this season than last season..

Some goin ons..

2008-11-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hey there,finally i'm back here again updating this blog.Nothing much goin ons except that i'm enjoying my life with gerfiee and have been on a meeting "frenzy" with her and all i can say that it was wonderful being with her and even some outings didn't go as planned (the SG flyer outing),well,watching cartoons and waiting impatiently wasnt as bad at all.lol.

Work was ok at the moment.Today i was in Iwerks.Super busy all of a sudden but im enjoying every moment of busy-ness with bus tours and covering of stations in between.I just can't wait to get home and enjoy my week long LEAVE!!yippee!!

Floorball league Div 3 will face-off dis coming weekend with the inter-company futsal tourney at east coast park park this coming 6th of Dec.i jus hope it doesnt clash with my game.Been training with my new club and i'm getting the atmosphere ready except maybe thre's problem with communicating with the other team mates.unfortunately i'm nt prepare for this season cos my fitness's gone to the downfall and as usual,putting on weight.But nevertheless,look out for MYRIDIONS PY cos dats my new club and look out for #21,cos i'm wearing that number.

Nothing else to talk about except that im gonna miss my parents.Goin on haj dis coming wed.I hope they take gd cre of themselves and hope they go and reach safely...and i miss gerfiee...cnt wait for my floorball and my futsal tourney to start....cos gerfiee will be watching.....

Another day at Marina...Missing her..

2008-11-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Another working day today except that it was at Marina Barrage.Well gosh i love to be there.At least i can gt away from boring SDC and get a breather.Well,woke up late again as usual but again managed to went out on time and i reached Marina Bay very early.I saw the new part-timers,a couple actually,Fai and Huda,as usual,together as usual.lol.( if i am with gerfiee i will do the same.). I decided not to disturb them and i sat in a corner reading my story book..Well,Jery and Kenny came soon after and we took the shuttle bus to the barrage.Brought my food for lunch so i dun hafta worry for lunch.hehe.

Work was ok in the morning till it started raining heavily at around 4pm.people started coming in and thus,the gallery where i was stationed was congested.Too bad no pics to show the proof but nevertheless crowd control was activated by Fai and Kenny while Huda roam around the gallery to check on the situation.I was busy doin commentory on gallery four about how marina barrage works cos Sharon and Jery were busy having their own walk in tour.i managed to do like 5 commentory and overall i felt satisfied and quite happy cos i was given a chance to give commentories.But the best thing was after the presentation and people were clapping their hands in satisfaction.and i mean EVERY single time i do a commentory..the wind outside was blowing very very strong and the gallery was cold.i went out for a while and took a breather and enjoy the evening,rainy,windy day.I miss Titi so much i kept thinkin bot her.During dinner break i went to a quiet corner,quietly,alone and just emoed while the strong wind and the rain splatting on my lonely self.i jus let em and wont evn move an inch cos i jus waana feel her.and i think drops of tears trickled down my cheeks,together with the rain..Hunny,i just miss you so much and i love you with all my heart.Theres our ups and downs and small,bitter arguements,but i hope you will stay strong and hope you dun give up hope on me,nor you give up on us..Been a year now and i dun think you wanna look back and regret now..i love you dear,i love you forever.....

Everything went smoothly and we managed to close the gallery in time..We sign out and we took the shuttle bus to Marina Bay Mrt.The time was 2030hrs....

A new responsibility....

2008-11-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i update my blog and i guess people out there are waiting for my updates.Well,i have been busy with work and exams are around the corner and i've been revising and i was too lazy to blog.I was only online occasionally to chat with gerfiee,other than that,i'll be offline.so that's the reason why i never update my blog..But as soon exam's over,i'll be away for a month so most probably wnt b updating again..lol.Anyways i would like to congratulate my project team at school for topping in our projects for both POE and PPSM modules respectively!!kudos to you guys!!

Work was ok and as usual boring cos all the usual pple wasnt there anymore.Marina Barrage was fun esp at night.The view is splendid and a very good spot to relieve stress cos its by the sea..so anybody reading this post maybe u wanna consider goin there on weekends..hehe..Maybe you can see me doing commentary..hehe..

I met gerfiee after work.Like oh my i really cnt wait to meet her.Waited for her for 10mins at small mac and den i saw her...i jus cnt take my eyes off her..so gorgeous and beautiful..i kept looking at her..she gt new hairstyle.cut off her fringe and make it into bangs and she really look like Ayumi Hamasaki..so like toydoll..gosh,god,u r great!!im so so lucky..okok..we planned to go to ikea and giants but we ended goin to tampines mall cos we dun get dwn the shuttle bus and we sat there all the wae till it reached the mRT..We walked inside TM,drinkin bubble tea and wen most of the shop were closed i send gerfiee back hme but b4 that we slacked somewhre.after about 1030pm,we parted ways.gerfiee,i still cnt take my eyes off you..Meeting you lata dear...cnt wait..

This Friday or Saturday,i'll be conducting officer for paintbal and its my very 1st time!!i think they not enough manpower thats y i kena do..but its alrite,im ready to take this new challenge and i hope i cn be a good DCO and i cnt wait.its my chance to show my leadership qualities.i'll be leading 3 pple and dey'll excecute the game for me..i only plan and settle the paperwork and other stuffs.its a very big step for me and i hope those reading this will pray for me cos...i can smell a promotion coming by...its only a matter of time...

Mar,i love you the most..Thank you for everything...You are appreciated.

just some upates..(nothing much.)

2008-10-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Alrite,here's just some updates on what's happening today....

- Woke up abit late for work.Maybe still tired due to lack of sleep.
- Again do the speed thrills at ARMS with a total of 5 sessions.
- The ladies got to go for an interview with Boss because of an issue.
- Faizal,Jery and I formed a union called the S.H.I.T-U!
- S.H.I.T-U! planned briefly about making a documentary.
- Do a 1300hrs Safti bus tour attended by two guests from UK.
- Meet up with old friend and neighbour Zul and talked "business"
- Missing gerfiee and wishing her a happy 12th month annivesary.

Ermm,well thats all for today.can see its a very boring post with no pictures..again!!Will update more in times to come..

A massive concert!!but only 6 out of 10.

2008-10-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

Life's pretty good as usual today.Was on off and the best thing was i was with gerfiee. We,together with Nurul and my brother Farhan,watched the a7x concert at Max Pavillion near expo.Well,i dunno how and where to start,so i will start from the beginning.

I woke up quite late due to the 7-days-straight work and i woke up at 1300hrs!!my mother was furious that i missed Friday prayers and i was like blur2,dunno what was happening until i looked at the clock.i remembered i was supposed to meet gerfiee at 3pm.Luckily i oredi ironed the clothes and i took a quick shower and in 45 mins,i'm on the way to tampines.Gerfiee reached first and she looked victorious..haha!!Should have seen her cute face!lol.Oh yah!before that Nurie saw me waiting for the bus and im in a state of dazed who imma talkin to all dis while till i looked at the nametag.sorry Nurie,dats me in a blur state.Baru bangun tido!!So gerfiee and i went to airport to eat Popeye and i'm craving for it.bth of us had 2-piece chix meal and since im on a diet,i was oredi full!We walked for awhile,goin to candy empire to get some chocs before heading to Expo and meet up with Nurul,who's from work.

Alrite,so we walked to Max Pavillion and we saw many pple dressing up with band t-shirts and stuffs.I bought mineral water so we wont be dehydrated and i looked at the time..its only 1700hrs.3 mre hrs before the concert starts.So we actually queue and it was our 1st time doin it and we actually looked like fools,duduk,diri,diri,duduk and it goes on and on.Thres a fight goin on but i dun cre much.Guess its normal to have fights for big concerts or both of em were jus plain drunk.Waited for Farhan and i got quite worried wen we got closer and closer to the front cos he still havent reached.and thanks eh starhub!!for makin me go so far jus to make a phone call.He reached eventually and gerfiee actually spotted him.He parked his lorry behind the concert hall and i waited for him,like,at the front.lol.nvm.was just happy we were not separated.

Hall was jammed packed and i was trying really hard to keep gerfiee safe.i managed in the end.i dun wanna elaborate much bout the concert xcept that it started out with a cool band doin an opening and a7x started late...i gave it 6/10 cos basically they dun play the songs i wan and i wasnt actually concentrating at the songs they were playing..in my head thres only 1 thing..SAFETY..But its ok,at least i gt to sing almost easy in the end...keep tellin gerfiee bot the douple pedal thingy..lol.i think she got irritated by my fingers doin the douple pad thingy on her shoulda!sorry dear!obsessed by it la!hehe..besok buat lagi k!

Well show ended around 2215hrs and i was relieved it was over.Finally i got to breathe fresh air and 1 funny thing after the concert what i notice pple will do was to tie their shoelaces and i found it amusing and i tld gerfiee bot it..she's lucky she dun got her shoes flown off..lol.Kasot bau la dear!!huhu..farhan said he was cheated cos they dun play all the old old a7x songs but i tld him thse songs were way to old oredi and he agreed.lol..so he sent us back to tamp inter (thanks bro!) and Nurul parted ways.Gerfiee waited till 2300 b4 i draw out money.We had Macdonalds for supper and after that took the cab and went back home...

Overall i'm glad to have the chance to go a rock concert with my gerfiee..and i'm sure she enjoyed it too.. except that i gt a glimpes of Vengence more den she did..lol..

I love you the most!!!

Like finally..

2008-10-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

Well,hello..i'm back finally after so long of absent.like i mentioned last time,i jus moved house and its quite in a mess.Well,i still do not have my internet connection in my room but i discovered that i can have access to the virtual world via my hubstation.Thanks dad for changin plans and the digital box.I finally got to watch cartoons and surf the net again.On a serious note,HUBSTATION ROCKS!!Its been a while i blog,so anyone reading this please bear with me cos i think i'll jus be typing crap.

Life's been very very good currently and even though work's getting tougher and tougher,i still think i can cope for now.with exams almost around the corner,i guess there's alot of catching ups and i'm so gonna die if i dont start now.lol.And i'm glad that i'm finally getting my off day tommorrow after 7 days straight of working and seriously i deserve this off after 7 days of working very hard.But overall its all worthwhile working for now.Abit of downside at times but i'm glad im enjoying myself at work with the company of those crazy lots!We work hard but at the same time we play and joked around every now and then to motivate ourselves.Kudos to all GSAs doin those back to back PEG and SAFTI tours.You guys deserve a pat at the shoulder.To Terry Boy Aka Boy George,i noe its yer 1st time seein such chaos but i hope you'll endure and there'll be more to come.To Wan Yu,get well soon,i noe u are overworked but dont endure if u really cnt tke it.its bad for the health.Sandy,Serena,Jenny "Jen Jen",congrats on the x-factor tours.Hopefully the future of Singapore will be jus like those words you gals installed into those kiddies brains.lol.Safti bus guides like Herbert,Gerly-man,LO-SO man aka Jery,Bunny,Jhonny Stone and basically myself,great job for the tours!!Remember,no middle finger to those pitiful RPs doin their sentry duty.lol.Henry,contain yer temper!Collin Goh The "whiz",kewl innovative inventions you and Long the Wang Guan come up and please help me with the r/c cars!!

So long dedication but i shall never forget my gerfiee for the support and understanding she has on me.thank you so so much for bein patient and for bein there for me during my darkest hours.Thank you for understandin my situation rite nw.I noe you miss me,but i miss you more..Friday k dear??we have a date remember??a7x?i love you with all my heart and i trust you so so much...And i noe you miss me blogging so here i am,updating it.and just to tell you that life has never been more beautiful than bein with you......

Alrite,that should be all..no pics except for some pics Jery took durin one of our playful times at work...Hey guys,you jus rocks!

Poster version

The amazing Pestman!!!

Superhero in action..

Fasting/off days..

2008-09-04T11:13:00.000+08:00

Well,4th day of fasting i guess and im off today..very boring,very whatever..Well,my cousin and her chillun are at my house now and imma gonna be an uncle (again) very soon..and another boy..Huhu..cnt wait..confirm cute..darn,i actually dunno wat to write..im jus writing for the sake of writng,dats all...or i mean blogging..Nvr been ma thang nw cos i dunno.jus feel too lazy to blog.responsiblites!responsibilities!!i have other better things to do oda den blogging.furthermore if you blog but with nothing to talk about wats the use of blogging rite??no pics sumore..jus cnt wait for my wireless router den can set up the connection so at least i can blog...
Fasting with gerfiee tomorrow which i could not wait..Missing her loads.I noe she's angry at me for loggin off like that and i'm really sorry k dear..Well,off to do some revisons and skool lata..and gerfiee gonna b a model for her sis.happy dyed hair lata..i noe you will like it...I wanna hide mysef in a heart-shaped-box...BLAH!.

Another survey....

2008-08-27T09:20:00.000+08:00

Seriously,i'm darn lazy to do this survey,but gerfiee's sake i go do k..

RULES: 1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?", YOU Sang
-Senses fail's Rum is for drinking not for burning

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Odd Project - Tear stained lies

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY?
Down One Mile-Shooting Stars

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Eyes set to kill-Darling

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPose
Escape the fate-I can swing a mike

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Eyes set to kill-Reach

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Kittie-Brackish

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Kittie-Spit

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Save Ferris-Superspy

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
A7X-Remenission

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Nidji-Disco lazy time

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Coheed and Cambria_Back home

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Funeral for a friend-Roses for the deaD

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Plainsunset-Lovesongfortheemotionallywounded

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Glory of this-The fear that gave me wings

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Melechesh-Wardjinn

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Melechesh-wizards,sorcerers and Mesopotamian nights

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOSE?
Archenemy-Enemy Within

Updates!!updates!!

2008-08-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

Alrite!i noe im suppose to revise for my exam lata but since i'm on exam leave and i can use the comp,what the heck!!it doesnt kill to update yer blog.Anyway its a good form of practice for your writing skills provided you write it in correct english.haha!!okok,cut the crap,anyway,good luck to you qahar for yer paper later ya!

Nothing much goin on at work except that Jerry been at new water already and faizal stll on hospital leave.So work was kinda bored.And i'm stuck with this Singa-bot thingy.Its jus some robots exibit done by tSingaporeans and me and my friends like hafta run the show and operate the robots at the same time.And so far not many guest actually saw the exibits which was a bummer.the whole darn ting is a flop la danial,jus abandon yer project bot publicing it to the country,cos it just brought us shame.On a serious note,work is jus boring.

Miss gerfiee terribly and i'm glad she's been smilin more ever since..hopefully to meet you soon after my exams and i cnt wait to meet you dearie..ILYTM.

To sya,hello and congrats for yer blog.i wasnt into blog and cam-whorin myself but yer sis influenced me and here m i,writing this dumb blog.Love her loads.she's my life now.maybe we shud chat or sayh hi sometime..gd luck in yer skool ya and i always tell yer sis if you can give me free haircut.lol.alrighty,cheers!!

i'm back after a long long absense....she..

2008-08-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hello there.i'm finally back after a long long absent.The reason is that ive been in the process of moving house and right now ve moved n to my new house and yah,its still in a bloody mess!!except that me and my parents bedrooms are quite tidy except for some boxes here and there,everything seems to be qute n order.I'm adapting into my new home and hopefully i can sleep well.

Ok,put that aside.Now ive start to blog again,i hope this could be a routine everyday.Actually nothing much actually happened except being with gerfiee,working and cleaning up the new home.Things have gone differentlyh for both me and gerfiee since she is working for the past 2 weeks plus.But i understand her situation and i think its good for her as well cos since she's working,she can have money.true enough she gt to buy alot of stuffs and even treat me pizza hut last Tuesday which i was so embarresed.But gerfiee treat me with her heart and she was sad wen said please dont treat me.and she actually SULK!!!wahaa!!So cute of her,well what to do,she's my gerfiee.lol.Thank you dear.i appreciate it so so much.At a lighter note,we enjoy ourselves dat day.I guess its more like a make up session for us cos things wasnt that good these past few weeks ago.But we are alrite now.Relationships.But it happened and thres no wae to stop it but to prevent it.I'm glad,gerfiee is becoming more mature and more understanding in our relationship and through her,i've learned alot of things in life.I dont regret loving her cos if i did,i shudnt fall in love with her 9 mths ago.She's the one whom i wanna spend my life with,to grow old with her and to make her happy and complete.Cos with her byh my side,i am already complete.I love her with my heart,my life,my all.I wish she feels the same way too.She always tell me this, "I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU DO." I cant answer anithing back at her.Cos i guess its true.Even if i love her with my life,she'll still love me more.Thank you for everything sayang.I love you......oops!look at the time!i need to revise for my exam lata!!will update soon ok!!cheers!

ps: Mar is mine.

ive done this survey dear!!

2008-07-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

Ok,gerfiee want me to do this..

1. how many children do you want?
- If got rezeki 2. (Nur Adelina and Siti Nur Adrianna)

2. where would u go if someone sponsors u an air ticket?
- Italy with gerfiee and Maldives Islands with family.

3. what's your favourite thing to do?
- Thinking and thinking.

4. Do u think money can buy happiness?
- You cnt buy it but you can feel it.

5. If u were given a chance to received something, what would it be?
- Money, so i can get married to gerfiee and from gerfiee i will want our happiness.

6. things you can't live without?
- Things rite?not living things kan?my cellphone,wallet,mp3 and psp.

7. what are u afraid to lose?
- Family,gerfiee and good friends..

8. if you win 1 million, what would u do?
- Spend 1/4 on my wedding,some for shopping,some for charity and the rest i'll invest for my future.

9. what do u dream of doing in the future?
- To be involved in the sports line but somehow or rather i'm stuck at tourism..i shall see..

10. list out 3 good point the who gave this survey?
- Siti Mariam,my gerfiee,my life.yeah,dats the 3 things..but i wish i cld write more cos she deserve everything.

11. what makes me happy?
- Mum and dad,gerfiee,floorball,hardgay.

12. what type of person do u hate most?
- MOFO.

13. if u could hv a superpower what would it be?
- Brute force.so nobody can mess with gerfiee and family.i wish i cld haf mre superpowers.

14. which season do u like?
- winter.Cos gerfiee said im a Polar bear.lol

15. what do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
- My future.Good and stable future equals happy family.

16. if u have a gf, would u die wif her?
- Why do you have to put me into such a dilemma?? i'll live for you and i'll die for you.

17. who was the last person who hugged u?
- Gerfiee..but thats like 3-4 days ago..miss her loads..

18. what is the one thing u want it badly now?
- Thing again!!hey!i'm not materialistic!

19. whom are u close to?
- Gerfiee,family,boy-gay,girl-gay,nene-pok,kak Ann,kak J.

20. favourite colour of ur world?
- Red.

Ok,thats all.tiring you noe write this questionaires..huhu..but for gerfiee's sake,i dun mind.love you loads dear!

2008-06-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! :)
*waves*
Miss Brodie here. hahaha.
Boyfiee ask me to update and do whatever I want in his blog. LOL
Cos his blog has been very DUSTY & RUSTY. haha.
And to readers out there.
Especially Nurie. Number One fan. wahahaha.

Sorry cos Boyfiee didnt update his blog for a very long time.
He didn't have internet access at home cos he's moving house. :)
So fans out there, please understand. hahahaha. :P

Boyfiee went out with me and head off to esplanade.
I'm abit lazy to type here.
hehehehe.
SOrry Boyfiee.
Tired lar. huhuhu.

Let the pictures do the talking alright? :D

In my opinion, I love this picture the most.
But Boyfiee? I don't know. hahaha. :D

Very very sweet. :)

Boyfiee loves his 7 up. But do you love me?
hehehe. Stupid question. :P

I love to put my head at Boyfiee's macho shoulder. hehehahaha

My UGLY pic. :D

Well, that's all people.

I will see you soon.

Goodnight! :D

Hey i'm back!!well,only for awhile..lol

2008-05-26T13:46:00.000+08:00

Eh Hi!hello people..Dah kamer tak blog eh aku??dah tak kuasa lagi ar.eh?asal bebual melayu??okok..sorry people..Hie once again.yeah u know its been a very long time since i blog.too bz and too tired till got no time to blog all this.I guess god must extend the time and let me enjoy the times ive lost.hehe.like real only qahar aka Carhartt.haha.lame.

ok,everything seems to be back to normal which i hope it will go on all the way till the end.Gerfiee's getting prettier and prettier and im gettin fatter and fatter.Titi dear,i think i cant say u are drop dead gorgeous anymore but i hafta call you dropping deadly gorgeous.how bot that??kewl kan?i noe u will stick out your tongue at me but i dun care...hoooooooooo!!!!!

Alrite,ive actually started working on new songs but cannot la geng,everytime i write,the garbage can will always eat it up la..i tot of writing to write a part2 of Remembering Sally and My every reasons but i dunno if the lads will agree to it or not.or writing a second part of Nightmare @ 508,but nope,no ideas yet.woooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok ar i admit im really into hardgay now..

Currently my family is living at my auntie house for a few weeks cos i'm moving house very soon and the new owner to our old house kick us out thats y we are homeless now..nah,just kiddin.hahaha!!

Alrite guys,that will be all for now.i got a job to do cos im working right now..DUH.oh yah,Mar from GAFL is mine so guys,go to SDC,go to the dream wall and dream on...

Titi dear,you really are my punkrock elmo..
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

My only love..

2008-05-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

"Sorry Boyfiee. I only love you.Only you...We are meant to be together.And I will always try my best to be a very good GF.I wont make you sad dearie.I'm so in love with you and no one can ever replace you.You're the best i ever had.You're different from others. And I mean it.All I want is your honesty and trust.I wont let you down.You need someone to talk to, you know who to look for.I will always be there for you. 24/7.Even if at times I'm super angry, deep inside, I still love you.You just have to ignore my stupid attitude. (especially PMS)Its almost 7 month and Im glad Im still with you.We are still strong. Just hold on. :)You're the only person who have seen the soft side of me.I guess others won't believe it. :PNaaahh.... I don't care bout that.I'm just glad that I have you.You, who always look after me,care for me, show me your love.EVERYTHING.And right now, I miss you badly.Hope to meet you real soon.I miss your presence,laughter,jokes,smiles,EVERYTHING.Please be okay sayang."

-Mar-

This was posted by gerfiee last night while i was busily snoring like a piggy.Dearie,i'm so very speechless.Its the 1st time u ever posted such messages.I'll treasure you till the end and i love you the most.I'm feeling much better now,all thanks to you dear..

2008-05-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hey there.its been a while i know.maybe i shud just give up this blogging idea..nvm.i dun wish to talk much but jus wanna say that this saturday's my gig and im not excited bot it.Sorry DOM,got lotsa things in mind rite now and im jus not myself every single time i woke up from my "makeshift bed".Yah,be moving house on the same day also but temporarily at my cousin's house which is the only thing im so excited about..Fuck,i dont care.Oh yah,jamming with DOM later.another thing that im looking forward to..Miss you nice pple la!!

I got to know that somebody is getting too close with somebody.I dun wanna mention names but once again,fuck it,up to you la eh.i jus couldnt be bothered animre..

Dont disturb me.i dun wanna be disturbed.go away.

Haha Benny,Jerry and Marcus.Nice dance move!!But im sorry it doesnt help either..

The gig of 3rd May....

2008-05-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

I cant get over the gig on the 3rd!!arrgh!!It was bloody awesome!!alrite2 let me tell you everything bot it aite??

Was suppose to meet up with gerfiee and her band and go together but gerfiee told me to be with my band.So i meet up with Kin,Zee,Syirah and this other guy which i cant seems to remember his name,Fay izzit??or Fir??hehe.Sorry bro,old oredi ar,memory lapse.lol.Ok,so we went to LJS to have lunch.Well,not all of us tho.Zee and me only order drinks and fries and we were quiet 4 quite sometime.Joey and Dan came after that and quickly ordered their food.Kin,Zee,Syirah,Fay and i moved out to music garage to set up everything.We were kinda disappointed that we couldnt set up the equipments and this guy tld us to wait till 3pm and thats the time the gig will start!!Kin gt abit stressed up but Zee and i quickly calmed her down and tld her to look on the bright side.So everything was up and ready by 3.15pm and the 1st few bands oredi arrived.i was waiting for gerfiee anxiously cos i wanna c her wearin the shirt we bought the previous day.same color la seh..hehe.She came at last with Nurul,with the rest of the band,still slacking downstairs.nvm.i was happy to see her and i went in to watch the 1st band perform.The bullets perform classic rock la seh aka rock kapak!!i like cos they play my fav songs.huhu...

The Bullets set is over and nw its GAFL.i tried to go infrnt bt i cnt go any further cos thres oredi pple at the front.tot of standin beside gerfiee but she too was surrounded.Darn.so i jus stand beside Dan somewhere near the door.And so they started playing.I dun even noe what Yusri is saying and i pity Nurul cos she dun get a chance to say anything.But their music was great esp the 1st original.There was moshing all around but overall it was great!!gerfiee jumped on this rufio song and i giggled.very rare of her to do all that la..hehe.cutee la u dear.hehe.

The next few bands were awesome,esp this band called heimlich manoever(sorry guys for wrong spelling!).Their music digs to the max!!i was there all the way for their set.They are a 3-piece band like green day but their music is great.Thanks for the great music!!After that was purple fireflies.too bad i dun hear to almost of their songs cos im bz focusing my set which was after dat.Everyone was nervous,but luckily i wasnt.i felt jus ok.I think ive been exposed to big crowds at work and i think thats the reason.Zee was super nervous dat he talk so loud.Kin was perspiring,Joey was Quiet and Dan he's nervous but sleepy.lol.Purple fireflies ended...

Zee entered the stage 1st.I was second.The crowd was super massive!!i looked around the area and everyone was standing!!i was like wow!then i looked out for gerfiee..she was at the side.I looked at her and smile.I dun think she noticed me smiling at her..huhu.its ok dear.Nurul gave me the thumbs up and i smiled back at her..The sound check thingy was done asap.Thanks guys..and we start rockin with 'Remembering Sally'.Didnt noe syirah love this song and she actually tld me to dedicate this song for her.Sorry gal,i forgot.maybe nxt gig i will dedicate it for you ya!It was crazy!!thres pple moshing all thanks to Yus and gang.they were drunk aniwae but it was awsome!!Thres a few songs i oso join in the mosh but was pulled back by one of this photographer whu took pics for us.hehe.Then came the 5th song.I dedicate this song entitled 'My every reason' to gerfiee.I noe she will be super paiseh but i hafta cos its for her.It was nice.Yus and one of his fren dragged gerfiee to the front and she was screaming.I tried pushinng em off but the scrambled before i gt the chance.sorry gerfiee..Overall,i think our performance was almost perfect cos the 2nd ori i actually forgot what song im suppose to sing!lol.But im glad everything turned out super well.So much for debut!hehe...

After my set gerfiee and i sent Nurul to the MRT and after that we went to have dinner at Tong Seng b4 catching a movie at PS.Doomsday la pple.So much 4 doomsday...kinda crappy but its quite ok la the movie..Im meetin gerfiee lata b4 goin skul.Miss her loads.im glad i completed my assignments and managed to revise abit.....

..............

2008-05-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

Why bother being loyal if you don't get back the loyalty you always wanted??You knew you'll feel the pain but why are you letting this happen??You wanted to tell her you really did, but how are you gonna explain it??I understand that you'll follow her every advices and decisions and willing to take in critics,but if you tell her,is she willing to take in everything you wanna say??I bet its only a fool's hope brother,don't bother.If she can go out with someone else,i don't see the reason why can't you.You go do the same thing.Maybe she won't feel anything,yalah,go out with your gal-friend la dofus!!But let's just hope she got the message you are trying to deliver and hopefully she realised how much she meant to you and she realised you didn't approve of what she jus did.I know you are just swallowing it but trust me brother,one fine day you can never swallow it anymore.Its daym bloody painful,i undesrstand you.Well,everything i wrote is just a suggestion brother.I'm just tryna help you out with it and hope you'll feel better.If you happen to read this blog,do call me so we can talk this out again and if your girlfriend read this blog,hey gal,think it over carefully....If you don't like the way your boyfriend treat you in every means,do call me too.
......Darn brother,now i feel you....haiz...so much for problems..

Las jam...

2008-05-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

Wednesday is an exciting day.Not work of course,work was boring.The exciting part was the jamming session after work.Msged Zee for awhile we were fired up for last jamming session before our debut gig.Promised to meet at Simei as usual.Cnt wait to go there cos gerfiee will b there to jam with her band as well!!!weee!!

Reached jamming studio with Zee.surprisingly without Kin.Kin go out with her "friend" i guess.huhu.she was late.lol.nvm.GAFL band members already started jamming and as usual gerfiee sticking out her tongue at me as usual.haha.so cutee la 2..Kin came with joey 15mins lata which was a relieve.As usual Dan the "Snorlax" came late and we started jamming without him.Kin was Annoyed but its ok.Joey and Zee kept telling her to relax.haha.Dan came 30 mins lata and we all start back to our 1st setlist which is Remembering Sally.pace was quite slow but after a few rounds it jus get faster and faster till the whole band was jumping up and down like mad pple!!Shag like hell la dey..but we enjoy ourselves and we were confident we can go for the gig...

Happy 6th month annivasery dear..i love you the most..Really

...........

2008-04-30T05:27:00.000+08:00

Can i just die??

I dont feel like jamming tomorrow.

I guess i rather die.

You can call me emo i dont give a fuck.

I dunno why i was born to this world.

Oh god help me thee.

Why this has to happened??

Why cant it be settled??

Do you know it affect most of us??

Do you know how hurtful it is now??

Do you know how hurtful it is forever??

Maybe i should just die.

Maybe i should go.

Then everything will start anew.

I think thats the best way.

Yah,i think its the best for me and for you..

Thank you.

goodbye.

..........

2008-04-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

"The endings the same,Past mistakes that you made,Come back to; haunt you. I made a mistake; I wish I could take back everything that I did. I wanted to tell you, I really did. But how do I explain this?

Promise me you will be there until the red light will change, I would wait forever. Promise me you will stay here until the darkness will fade, I'd wait for you, You.

A mistake,wish I could take, Back everything,That I did.I wanted to tell you, I really did.But how do I explain?

I wanted to tell you, what really happened, how do I explain this? How do I explain everything?

All this time, and I'm all on my own,Awake,Wait for you,All this time, all on my own, by myself,Wait for you,Myself,For you, wait for you.."

-Silverstein-

Haiz..

2008-04-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

I read gerfiee's blog early in the morning before going to work.Jus wondering what she be writing.And i don't understand what she is tryna say in her blog but its ok.Hope things just turned out well.Suddenly i wasnt enthusiastic about the gig anymore.Ok,maybe abit but i see gerfiee in this manner i cnt help myself but to feel kinda demoralised.if anybody happen to read this,please,i said again PLEASE do not blame GAFL for any mishap or watsoeva cos its a band which have musicians with prospect and passion and i said this not because my gerfiee is in it but i said this as a whole.Please spare a thought.To GAFL,i jus wanna say that you are appreciated by me and i really like the music you brought,esp the 1st ori.seriously it dope.....ok i dunno wat the heck or what the hell im saying but im not ok nw.....Gerfiee,pls be with me.If u read this i jus wanna say I love you and thank you for bein there when i needed you the most.Never will i leave you cos i cnt live a single day without you by my side and you knoe that..ok,i shall not write any further...keep on smilin k darl,and leave all the strees to me...ILYTM.haiz

"As i lay dying,so does your heart."

-Carhartt-

First day of school...

2008-04-29T14:59:00.000+08:00

Monday morning..another day of off for me..I was tired after yesterday's outing with gerfiee and GAFL that i woke up quite late.It was 1040hrs.I was surprised to find my mum still at home when she was suppose to be following my dad to work as usual.But she was there and when i asked,she said she wasnt feeling so well.I told her to rest well and then i go back to my room and sit at the edge of my bed,wondering what to do,wondering what will happen today.Oh ya,i remember finally.I'm suppose to meet gerfiee again today and it was my 1st day of school.I was excited but was more excited in meeting gerfiee later on.We'll be meet and we'll have lunch together.I suddenly realised i was sweating.Well,humidity i supposed.Heck,i got up from bed and prepare for later school....

Reached Tampines 10 mins earlier.Its ok cos its better for me to wait rather then gerfiee waitin for me.She came on time,only 3 mins late.still,its ok.She was gorgeous,drop dead.I smiled.So so happy to see her.We had lunch and then went to find my stationaries.We slacked after that and i bought SEA MONKEYS for gerfiee!!!!at 1st she was hugging this spongebob doll but after she saw the sea monkeys,she changed her mind and took the sea monkeys instead.Cute la she.She said she was like small kid but i said that she's not.I hope i had make it up to you for last night dear.I'm so sorry dear.I was happy that she was so happy.We had ice-creams and fries at Macdonalds before gerfiee sent me to the MRT..Thanks dearie for being with me..

I reached,heart beating very fast.Kinda nervous since it was my first day at school.Everybody's like alien from mars to me.Met Janice to buy the books from her.she was late but it's ok.she apologised anyway.So I proceed to block A to have my lesson.Quantitiative lesson.Basic business Mathematics.lol.I was the youngest in class and i am 23!!I got to know about it after my class by this guy Annuar.made friends with him and he is 30!But he's a cool dude and he doesnt look his age.We exchanged numbers so we can keep in contact.Overall,class was fun and i musnt forget to do my homework.So much for "Ape mau skolah??" and "Ape mau HW??" lol.I reached home at 2320hrs and i was tired and sleepy......

"I lose myself in anguish for tonight,help me get over you."

-Alesana-

The fear that gave me wings....

2008-04-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

My eyes are shut for now it seems the only way that I can cope. A glittering example of what we've become. So grab yourself by the wrist and think about this twice One mistake could be the last action that you make. Now I'm on m knees, I can feel my spirit leaving me. I chose to promise myself that I'd never let you down. To capture this moment would be the best idea yet. Cowering in the dark. This room is now my friend. I'll stay here and wait it out until the pressure ends. I can't wait!!! Everything around me is a test to see I can last. I don't know if I can. Where's my strength at? I made a promise to myself that I'd always be around. I should capture this moment, before I let you down. I'm sure that I'll be heard, I've got too much to lose to fly away and leave all of this behind. So capture this moment, before I forget why I'm here. I'm killing the only person in life I thought I knew. The only person left to blame for this is you! I've got things to say that I know you want to hear. I can see through you perfectly clear. Don't go too far. I chose to stay here. Remind me where we are.

-Glory of this-

2008-04-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

Updates on 210408 are as follows:

1) Woke up super early just to watch many many movies online.

2) Faizal called me up and asked me if i wanna go gym today,but i declined.

3) Clean up my room.

4) Pack up my clothings as im moving out soon.(finally.)

5) Finally i got to meet gerfiee.Miss her too much.

ps: sowee gerfiee i follow your style cos i think its kinda cool if u think you dont have anything to talk about..lol

2008-04-21T01:19:00.001+08:00

http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=32708708

Ok guys,DOM's very 1st original recorded with the full band.Thanks to Shillah!!Enjoy!

I miss the show..

2008-04-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today??What am i suppose to talk bot today??I also dunno..Hmmm..Maybe i'll talk about my work and talk about what happened to my friends just now..

I was doing shooting gallery today which was surprising cos ive not been doing it for many many months and i was shocked at 1st.Nevertheless i forgot how to set up the gallery so i asked Faizal to help me out........

ALAH EFF LA..I NO MOOD TO WRITE THIS BLOODY ENTRY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!....BYE.

Work/odiocrib..

2008-04-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hie there,i know its been a long tyme since i wrte in my entry..too busy or too lazy i guess..lol.Aniwaes today i worked and it was daym boring.nothing much i did 2dae except i did a refresher training with Henry and Gerly-Man at iwerks.DJ Wang was there also so we both refresh ourselves.It was funny seein DJ Wang copying down notes and i tld him i wanna copy frm him lata..(Which i dun!)lol.After work while waiting for the bus,i cam-whore.gosh!!did i jus say cam-whore??lol..Took pics with most of the lads and it was fun....ok,hre are the pics.

Faizal,Jason,Jerry and Rico
Fellow Olympiads!!
Caizi,Kak Irah,Aly,Jules and Jenny
Qahar and Jerry doing the push-up challenge.
Step can carry only gang..hahaha!!

After work i went meet the guys for jamming session at this new lace called Odiocrib at Bugis.I heard its Zee's frens place.so we went there to check it out.As usual,Dan and Joey was late and Joey brought along her gf.Wish i cld bring Titi along also..Nevertheless we were 10mins late and zee's fren fetch us.From Lion City Hardcore la geng.I talked to him bot the scene now cos my cousin usta slack with em lads during his younger times.he didnt noe my cousin,nvm.So we jam and complete our 1st setlist and den Kin wanna record the 1st ori.So we were halfway tru wen zee's oda frens join us and watch us jam.They are from the Purple Fireflies whu will b performin with us on the 3rd may.Joey gf wanna go hme but he dun let.Den Joey's gf jus leave the room and chased after her.So its a total screw up cos after he left we jus dunno hw to continue.So we waste our tymes playin crappy songs and even we let zee's frens to act scream.kewl la seh.We play a couple of oda crappy songs den we call it a day.I screamed along with the lion city guy and we scream to blink's dammit.lol.was grt to sing alongside with him..After that we go 7-11 to buy drinks and den we took the train bck and we parted waes..Overall im quite prepared for the gig and we cnt wait to perform.We were encouraged by the comments given by the guys running the studio..thanks guys.if god's willing,we'll be back again..hre's the pics..enjoy..gerfiee,i miss ypu too much..

My nephews...

2008-04-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hello..finally i'm back again writing this entry after a long long break.Well,today im suppose to work but i took urgent leave due to some circumstances.Anyway i'm not meeting gerfiee but i promised her we will meet on Monday.I was shocked when my mum tld me early in the morning that my sister is coming for a visit,meaning my nephews will be coming over too..i was overjoyed cos i miss them so much..So i waited for them to come.

They came around 1430hrs and i was overjoyed upon seeing them.i helped my sister with her stuffs and i found out she bought me chicken cutlet!!yummy!i was overjoyed and when i reached hme i quickly indulged in the food.huhu.And the good news was my sis is expecting the 3rd child!!hopefully it will be a girl this tyme after both of her current children are boys.So i played with the older son and he tld me he wanted to play with my old old toys.So i ransacked my room and managed to find my toy transformers and ninja turtle.He was happy and i entertain him.gosh i flt young for once..huhu..After that i played with the younger brother.he's only 7 mths old but he very the gembeng la..mus b with the mother 24/7 or else he wld cry and cry.hehe..but cute la.i carried him and less than 3 mins,he started crying.So i tot if i knock2 the door he wld keep quiet (the Ahmad Albab movie) but it didnt work.he jus kpt on crying and crying..gembeng la my mum call him.i laughed.but it was fun and enjoyable and i actually slpt with the gembeng cos the weather was cold and i was sleepy.hehe..then at 1830hrs,my sis went bck home cos her hubby's gonna go werk soon...i wish they wld come bck again and my mum said she wanna take cre of the 3rd child so the child wnt b gembeng like the 2nd one..hopefully it happen..

I know dear i always have wild thoughts.i suddenly thought bout our future..huhu..Love you the most dearie....

ps:sorry thres no pics la...but they are cute....lol

Mind's Cafe...An outing with the kuzzies..well,maybe not all..

2008-03-30T14:59:00.000+08:00

Today i felt very excited.Ever since morning i cnt help thinking bot the outing i'm gonna have today.Since a very long long time,today will be the day when my cousins meet and gather.Well,not all of em will come but at least its a gathering and its like once in a brown i'll get this kinda opportunity.Whatever it is,i was very excited and i cnt wait to meet em al..

Kak Ann and hubby picked me up under my block at about 1530hrs.Shasha and Nurul were oredi inside the car.i was thrilled to see both of em dat i like shouted out the usual Hardgay-Hey!Hey!Hey! thingy..hehe..aniwaes we are called the gays.i'm guy-boy,shasha is gerl-gay and Nurul is nenepok-gay.lol.we cousins were fascinated by the word gay cos we are always happy..lol.okok bck to the story..huhu..We went to minds cafe at Purvis St near boat quey.Its not your normal cafe,but its a cafe,but inside you actually play boardgames!!yes!kewl rite??the atmosphere was so....GAY!!thre's alot of people there and everyone was laughing their hearts out.oh gosh!i was so exited i cnt wait to start playin the games!!eheh.well,these boardgames are not available in Spore and each game is very unique.Kak Ann is already a member so we can play at a discounted package.We decided to play party games and we chose to play "Quelf" and "the expression game".It was daym rite funny.im lazy to talk bot hw the games look like i jus can say its hilarious and we cnt stop larfin..hehe.if u gt any enquries,can jus ask me aute??hehe..we left the place like ard 1930hrs..

We were suppose to play bowling after that at east coast but dah full house.So Abd Nas decided on Safra Tamp cos i gt the safra card.Still full house.so we decided on eatin.Kak Ann suggested Jalan Kayu.But Farhan wanted to go to T3 to see wats over there.so since all of us nvr been 2 T3,we all went there and theres alot of pple there and thres nothin to c..So after a while we went to Jalan Kayu to eat.As usual i had murtabak sardine..yummy2!!hehe..by the tyme we finish eating,it was already like 2200hrs.Shasha's mum called asking her to go bck.So we send shasha den Nurul bck.After that Kak Ann and hubby,Farhan and i all watched The Orphanage at GV Yishun at 2325hrs.I recommended you pple to watch this movie..its not so much horror,no killings but it had a sad ending..its worth yer movie tix...Well,dats all for now,let the pics has its final say k..

Watching her jam..,

2008-03-19T16:42:00.000+08:00

Ive been missin gerfiee everyday without fail and today was jus another day i missed her,except it felt terrible.The feeling of gerfiee not msgin me made me feel that ive lost part of myself.Cos everytime when she woke up,she'll surprise me with her cheerful msgs or smtimes she b disturbin me during my lunch with her "tickle-tickle" msgs and den it will always end either with a "bluek!" or a "Huhuhu!!".I'll always end up smilin or reply her with all the stupidest msgs and craziest msgs i cld ever think of till she gt to reply me with more "blueks" and "Huhuhu".Thank you for all the cheering up msgs and the "r u ok darl?" super-concern msgs.I'm ok dear,just thinkin of you..dearly i miss you..

Alrite enough of this mushy2 love thingy and bck to my entry.i've shed enough tears for the days and dat doesnt make me gay at all..Yest i made an entry dat i wished to meet gerfiee,and hey,i got my wish granted!!Gerfiee was goin for her band's 1st jammin session and she asked me if i wanna tag along..like duh!wat a question to ask..so i tld her i'll meet her under her block after evening prayers and she was like so happy cos im goin under her block..gerfiee like dat i knew..so we met ard 5pm and we took 293 to tampines interchange.gerfiee was hungry as she hadnt eat,so we went to small mac where gerfiee had her usual dosage of double cheeseburger while i only ate apple pie.huhu.waited for Nurul and she msg gerfiee her brother Yuyi wld be late cos he gt school.so after nurul cme we jus made our wae to the jammin studio which was at tamp.We met Fiq there and den we set up the equipment first.as this wasnt my jam,i jus sat one corner,beside gerfiee and watched her set up her guitar.cute la pple..she at 1st cnt seems to find out the reason y her amp cldnt produce the sound.its actually the master sound dat she didnt turn on,so i quietly turn it on and she was happy she finally heard some sound..huhu.Bob came afterwards and den it started.started playin in my eyes and sm of their origanals.Overall it was screwed up cos its their 1st time jammin as a whle but cnt blame them cos even my band screw up at times.But im confident after a few mre sessions and jams,Guns Are For Losers will be jus as great!!Go Go Go!!i will always support u guys..Well the jam ended at 7.30pm and den we headed to macdonalds at tampines mall and slack there 4 awhile and discuss for our upcoming gig.Den we headed to Nurul's block and further slack and Yuyi showed us his new origanal.hehe.It was half past 9 and i gt to go bck cos i got to wait for my mum at yishun.Well,it was fun meetin gerfiee's band but esp meetin gerfiee makes me fekt much better.But now im missing her and im always anxious wen will be the nxt time we will be meetin again..........

Mc....i hate my attitude..

2008-03-19T14:54:00.000+08:00

I might wanna noe y is my attitude like this..If situations get out of hands or everything gets bored i will start my eff-in attitude again..I wonder how to erase dat off frm myself..Give inconvenience to others la pple..Pple might say im emo but what the heck,i think i am in terms of character cos to haf that kinda feeling will bring yourself closer to the ones whom you really love.Its just that you dun hafta overdo it till you cut yourself or you take feel so emo-ed so so deep that you start gettin depressed and end up endin your life.I'm trying my best not to be so emotional but smtimes i jus cnt help bt to feel emo-ed myself.But so far so good.After that incident ive learned to control my emotions and hopefully i cld balanced it real soon...So to gerfiee its me who must apologised to you and not the other way round.I dunno but maybe last night thres smtin we talked about that makes me suddanly changed,i jus cnt remember.Hope you dun take it to heart k dear..i'm sorry.

Last night i got a letter of confirmation from PSB Academy and i'm glad my application was accepted and they already reserved a place for me.Jus hafta sign and fill up some forms and make the payment and i'll b in school in a month plus plus time.Was excited and at the same time nervous and fearful.I hope im determined enough to go through it and since im paying for my own education so i really must buck up and strive.I will do my best.Always remember the goal and aim.....

Oh yah!!been on MC for 2 days cos of my stiff neck and it was so boring at home i jus feel like going out anywhere..really miss gerfiee and i hope she feels the same to..she's havin her 1st jam session with her band tomorrow and all i can say to her is all the best...Wish i cld meet you dear..

Jamming sessions...

2008-03-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hi there,i'm bck again writing this entry..Well,a Monday and im off..with the strained neck killing me,i just cnt sleep animre after 7am.It was really painful and i jus kept tossing and tossing on my bed till i cnt take it animore i jus woke up and start preparing for my badminton comp organised by my own workplace.Tot of not goin cos of my eff-ing neck but i was jus so determined that i dont even care less.Had my early lunch at 11am and den i the history channel for a while before takin a shower.Went out of house by 1430hrs and took the long trip on train to SDC.Surprisingly,i reached an hour lata.Since my tourny starts at 1645hrs,i went to the staff longue and sleep cos i was so so sleepy.A good 1.5hrs of comfy sleep on the incliner before changin and preparin for badminton.well,i didnt played very well,so many mistakes and in the end lose out in the tournament.I just cnt wait to get out of this place cos im gonna jam with the guys at Simei.Bn a while since we jam as a whle together..Took another long trip by train to Simei.(As usual,SLEEP!!)

I reached there very early,1930hrs and was still very sleepy.Gerfiee went out with Nurul and dey dunno where else to go.So i tld her to c us jam and she agreed.30mins later Zee and Kin arrived and we start practicing our oris and me learning the new ori called 'shooting star'.im quite relieved i almost gt the whle song right except the pre chorus part.Gerfiee and Nurul cme abt 2010hrs and i apologise to em cos we haven start jammin yet.Joey cme later and he's pissed cos he gt to b called up by his Encik for reservists bcos of that Mas Selamat.He's stress cos according to him,its gonna b 3 months.Now we feel stress!!hehe.Aniwaes,Dan cme last and we were ready to start jammin..We played non-stop and we complete the whle setlist in 30mins!!Since we jam for 1.5 hrs!!So we rest 4 awhile and den gt it over again and again and again and i cld c the shagness in their faces,esp Zee.hehe..But we enjoy the jam and the shooting star song turned out to be very melodious and,Poppunk!!it was really nice and i personally feel dis cld b the hit.We ended jammin at 2200hrs and i took bus no.31 to tamp interchange where gerfiee waited for me patiently.I send her back hme and we parted ways........Thank you dear for the wait....And i still miss you dearly....really..

2008-03-18T10:08:00.000+08:00

7 Random Facts About Me:1.I like to dream alot.2.I like to think about everything b4 i go to bed. 3.Loves happy endings.4.Thinks that 'Punk rock chix are HOT!5.Is into floorball6.Sports freak!!will break my bones for sports,esp floorball.7.Vocals for Down One Mile.7 Things That Scare Me: 1.Ghost.2.Death.3.Lizards4.Gerfiee-suddanly-not-ok.5.Goldfishes.6.hmmm.7.Gerfiee leave me for zacky V..lol.7 Random Music Of The Moment:1.A7x2.Haste The day.3.As i Lay Dying.4.Matchbook Romanve.5.The Juliana Theory.6.Finch.7.NFG.8 Things I Say The Most:1. ''Chey"2. ''I love you''3. ''hahaha''4. ''hehehe''5. ''huhuhu''6. ''i miss you''7. ''bye''8."Waaaahh!!.7 People Whom I Want To Say "I Love You" To Right Now: 1.My gerfiee!!. :) Almost everyday. haha.2.My mum.3.my dad.4.Sufyan.5.Baby Haridth?6.My Grandmother.7.Revalina S.Temat!hehe..oops7 Things I Did For The First Time1.Tell mum whu my gerfiee is.2.Be in a serious band which seriously rawk!.3.Didnt go for floorball training for 3 straight sessions. =P4.Listen to Brokencyde. -_-5.Not being lead guitarist and vox at the same tyme.6. Have a punk rock gerfiee and she's hot!7.Working in SDC.7 People To Do This:1.Jack2.Tommy3.Harry4.Tom.5.Jimmy6.Jhonny7.Lamb Chop...HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Dont you ever mess with her...im warning you!

2008-03-18T07:40:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i know i know,i'm so sorry especially to gerfiee that ive nt bn updatin my blog 4 almost a month.I'm just so tired with work dat mst of the times when i reach home and after a shower i'll jus GTS (go-to-sleep).So since today im off and now i cnt sleep i'll jus push myself and update this blog.

Well,i just cnt sleep anymore cos i think i gt a stiff neck which is quite unbearable and the most suckiest part is that i have a badminton comp today organise by my workplace.Y!Y!Y!y gettin injured now when i can gt a stiff neck like last month!!aniwaes i'm doin whateva it takes to make it ok or t least make it better.But right now prospect looks bleak cos i still cnt move my neck normally but i hafta turn it slowly and dis will really affect my game.But i guess i jus hafta play with a stiff neck.Dun worry gerfiee,i'm prepared to lose.But if i win which is so so unlikely,i dedicate this game to my mum who drain out 3/4 of her energy to jus rub some hot oil toi my neck and thank god i feel abit better and to gerfiee whom she noes every victory,every score,its for her..

Sunday morning went to this maulud at expo to celebrate our prophet muhammad birthday and yah,btw after a cool session with kin and zee i sleep over my cousin house and go the maulud from there.Yeah,met Nunur at the entrance of the expo to pass her my psp games (gerfiee oredi bn informed so im not cheating her!!).i jus passed her the games,answer her some questions and den we parted waes.she was angry at me 4 nt smilin at her but what the heck??Y mus i?And PLEASE Nunur,do return my games and DO NOT LET BRAT TOUCH THE GAMES,LET ALONE SMELL IT.After the maulud,went to Tanjong Katong Complex to celebrate Kak Ann's 27th Birthday.We jus haf lunch at the restaurant there but i was anxious to go bck cos im meeting gerfiee lata at 5pm.I noe i wld b late but gerfiee was understanding enough to wait 4 me patiently.I rushed bck hme,bathed,get changed and go out again..Kelam-kabot but its ok..i jus dun wan gerfiee 2 wait.I was super lucky lor..Met my uncle in his cab and he send me to tamp,for FREE!!wee!!So i end up makin gerfiee so kelam-kabot ar!!sorry TiTi..huhu.It was great meetin her.Actually went to Beach rd to look 4 our "couple shirt".but too bad we dun find it.So we survey2 gerfiee's balet flats.she found a couple which interests her but she wan me to look 4 my shirt.so i made her promise me that wen my pay comes she will let me buy her shoe.She reluctantly accept.hehe.i like to toyed her cos she deserve it..after dat we go 2 penin and finally bought a plain black color polo t which cost me $15 and den we headed to esplanade to slack.it was so crowded dat we went into the entrance of the esplanede and jus sit at the air-conditioned area.Thres a jazz show and we sit bck and enjoy the music.very soothing,very romantic..hehe..after dat we headed bck hme..and i forgot my polo-t!!so we hurried bck there and end up takin the train hme..i send gerfiee bck hme and den i headed bck hme..very very happy dat i gt to b with her...ILYTM..

Down One Mile had another two new oris and one of em is Kin's Shooting Stars.Its really a nice song and i'm so happy by our band's progress.We are yet to debut and i hope we'll make a good impression for the fans out there,if we hafve any and even if we dun,we'll have one really soon..cnt wait to perform with G.A.F.L and its really a dream come true..Double dream come true actually..hehe

Today i read gerfiee's blog and she was hurt by Bob.Hey bro,nobody mess with her,let alone you.If she's hurt,i'm hurt.I will get the full story soon so YOU jus pray i dont get my hands on YOU...im warning you,brother..DO NOT!!i say again,DO NOT piss her off!!

Somewhere out there..

2008-03-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

I dunno why am i writing this entry but i think i should..Just wanna express my feelings in here..I jus cnt get along well with my mum.i jus duuno y.but we are always prone to heated arguements and like just now she just talk bot me not seeing my grandparents for a long tyme makes me wanna argue with her.I just dunno y but i guess its jus the words she said to me..Alot of things ar,not only bot dis but alot of things that whenever we talk bot it,we'll jus argue and wnt talk to each other.haiz.i dunno why i jus cnt b patient enough with her.thats the only thing i cnt cntrl my patience..-mom-

i dunno why am i writing this blog but i think ive made gerfiee very very sad and worried.I dunno,we almost argue..worst still,on our 4th mth anniversary and suddanly it jus happened like this.But i personally think that we missed each other so terribly that we had to resort in this.Gerfiee's been quite moody this couple of days and i hope i may b able to make her smile again.I know gerfiee's sad and worried for me bot other things as well which i jus dun wanna mention here but gerfiee dear,i will make sure i'll settle this and den everything's back to normal.I promise you dear that this wont affect us.im still truly,deeply,madly in love with you my lovely..Happy 4th month dear.and forever more..You have my heart...

Oh!!happy endings!!

im so sorry...

2008-02-22T08:29:00.000+08:00

What i feel like doing now is to jus meet you Mar and give you the tightest hug i can ever give you and make sure you are ok now.I just cnt sleep thinking about it.Yes dear,i was worked out thats why i just log off from msn just like that.I was sorry dear.I did not mean that way..But whenever you are worked out,i am too.But its alrite,i'm still here for you and being there for you is always the 1st thing on my mind even if i couldnt sleep or didnt sleep the whole night.Today is Friday and before i go for my jamming session,i just wanna meet you and be there for you.Deep down i know you need me to be there for you too...I wanna talk to you..Look into your eyes...maybe we will talk bot nxt Wednesday..cant wait 4 that day dear..

I'll live for you,i'll die for you....

-Dear whoever-

I love my job....NOT!!

2008-02-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hello there...writing this post again..Well,nothing interesting happened today except that i was super tired and bored with work..Been inside PEG ever since except that i gt to cover shooting gallery at 1200hrs and all the way i jus read my storybook about UFO.Kewl book la.I just love mysteries..Like no mood to work like that.Dedn i wonder yonder awhile about my future..Jus wondering if i still have the drive to study or not but i am determined i will succeed and will nvr fail again.Just cnt wait to start studyin again..and get the diploma ASAP so i can find a better paying job and with my experience i hope to get a better job.I just dunno sever since i passed my SAFTI bus tour i dont have the mood to work everytime im suppose to work.i jus cnt wait to go hme after work.Jus look at tomorrow's manpower planning..The whole afternoon my SAFTI bus tour are mine while johnston took the whle morning.Now i really feel hw u feel bro..i tot doin tours are so much fun but it wasnt wat i expected.Now i feel what the other guides felt..but its part of my job and i shall nvr complain..I have a goal and i wanna achieve it.i guess im gonna stay alil bit longer and see how it goes.its not nice to job hop cos im a mre disciplined person now compare to last time and i noe i haf responsibilities.Its alrite.at least i still gt to give my mum money every payday and my life is full of happiness cos gerfiee is always with me...Ok den i guess dat will be all for 2dae.hope to write again tomorrow..mayb i'll snap sme pics tomorrow..with dat,happy reading and CHEERIOOS!!

Meeting gerfiee..finally..

2008-02-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Well, i was suppose to be very upset yesterday and today,i'm super emo in the morning.Still cnt get over yesterday.But all this changed after i met gerfiee in the evening.I missed her so badly that i was so happy that we were meeting in the evening.She tld me dat i always go down to tampines so this time she's coming down to the north.at first she wanna go dwn Yishun but after awhile i msged gerfiee again to meet at woodlands cos i wanna go borrow books.So we met at 1700hrs.Gerfiee was a few minutes late but i understand.I was supposed to b super not ok but the moment i saw her,my heartbeat raced and beat very fast.she's jus dat DDG and everything jus seems to go away and i flt so much better..thank you darl..spent 1 hr at the library and gerfiee looked so funny reading the comics.like as tho she's been forced to read..huhu..so cute of her..Well,i borrowed 4 comics and den we went to have dinner at KFC at Causeway Point.Gerfiee treat me 90% for the entire dinner.so paiseh la dear..drop my water face..lol..nvm,will return u back the favour..It was fun eatin together.We talked and crack jokes and as usual me goin crazy and gerfiee tld me to stop it..hehe.We spent quite long there and by the tyme we went out of the plce,it was oredi 1900hrs++.So we took 168 bck to Tamp whre we slack somewhere till ard 10+ where i send gerfiee back hme and we took pictures b4 we departed...Thank you for the wonderful day dearie..Hope to meet you again soon.I miss you and i love you the most..Jet t adore...

PS: i got 1 mre picture..but i dun dare upload..cos lata gerfiee will surely skin me alive if i did..lol..

The world is new..

2008-02-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

I was sitting and awaiting
Just thinking, contemplating my life when I heard the phone
I picked up the receiver
And I did not believe her
When I heard a voice say you're not alone

When I am down and I am blue
All I have to do
Is close my eyes and think of you
And the world is new

Life was getting hectic
And things were unexpected
When I first received your call
But now it is the best thing
That filled up what was missing
And now my life is envied by all

I was sitting and awaiting
Just thinking, contemplating my life when I heard the phone
I picked up the receiver
And I did not believe her
When I heard a voice say you're not alone

This is a song by save ferris.If i miss gerfiee i will oways hum to this song so i will feel much better...cos she really makes my world new... :-)

Miserable for a cause...haiz..

2008-02-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hi there..I dunno y am i writin this entry today..i really dun haf the mood.But i guess i jus hafta stay awake and write dis entry.Nothing much happened except that im working on a Monday when the centre is suppose to close for maintainance.Stoopid TDD!!well,im the gamemaster for today's TDD and it was kinda boring aniwae cos i hafta explain the game rules to the monkeys and more monkeys till my throat gt dry.But most of the time im running around the centre,looking at people or jus disturbing my fellow colleagues.Nutty's not feeling well so i didnt disturb her.Had lunch at 1200hrs and gerfiee called me.I guess we jus sux at talking on the phone and we hung up less den 10 mins later.Aniwae i miss her terribly which is the reason why i dun have the mood for anything.secondly cnt msg gerfiee cos her prepaid low and dat worries me alot cos i jus wldnt noe if she's ok or not.Tried calling her again jus to say hw much i love her and hw terribly i missed her.But she's outside with her cousin and i dun think she'll be concentrating if i were to say all thse words.I tld her its ok i dun wanna disturb her and i hung up the phone without saying thse werds to her..for the 2nd time in a day.i was really sad and fraustrated.im so sorry dear,it wasnt yer fault.i'll be ok soon,dun worry k...Well,gt back hme as usual and gerfiee still at Orchard,i guess.Come home soon...

Im at hme nw memorising scripts for TDD.Getting ready for tomorrow.Im gonna do the TDD tour at the MPH.Benny advised me if i cnt remember it jus smoke tru it..Thanks Ben..Im so stressed up nw..Guess its just werk..And i hope i can memorised the covers as well as the origanals for DOM.Missed jammin with you guys..But I really miss gerfiee the most.Sorry guys,i jus hafta put DOM aside for now..I need her more..

To you Mar,I'll work hard for us.May we be together till death do us part.Godswilling.

Kin,Zee,Dan and Joey,hope we'll resolve our band matters ASAP.I'll work hard for us too..Its been nice working with you guys...If any of u read this,i jus wld like to say THANK YOU.

Mar,you make my world a better living place.I'll always love you..

My permanent walkie talkie....#21

2nd dae of tdd...boring but bz dae..

2008-02-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of TDD and the crowd was super massive.I was at upper gallery with Cheryl Seah and both of us were very boring and tiring.We watched the pple setting up the thingy for the event.it was really a boring day..Actually i cant wait for the "Munkees" to come,but they are coming in the afternoon.I had lunch at 11am and safti bus tour at 12oohrs,1500hrs and 1700hrs..But luckily for me,my last 2 bus tour was a no tour so i can fokus more on the munkees..munkees are actually school children who come to wreck the centre..But luckily my supervisors tld me to move around and help out especially thse doin at the multi-purpose-hall..Kuodus to em for enduring back to back tours.Really have my respect.Will remember your great deeds...

Work ends at 1800hrs but im doin my ot and im so sorry Kin,Zee,Dan and Joey i cnt get to attend jamming session today cos i didnt expect it.Hope to b there at the next jamming session.so sorry bot dat again..After work went to city hall 4 a while look for smtin and bot sme stuffs for my mum.I was so tired that i went straight home after that.Cos nowdays it feels so so bored to walk at town alone.So i guess i rather go hme den waste animre money..

Valentines coming so wat the heck.I saw pple carrying big big fake roses and mre roses and i still dun believe in valentines day.Do you jus celebrate with yer loved ones on the 14th of feb??2 me everydae is valentines day and i give equal love to my gerfiee..aniwaes im meeting her tomorrow cos last mondae i cnt meet her and dis sunday mst pobably im goin my granparents hse.so i meet her,haf dinner...i misses her alot..and i hope she fls the same too...thank you for bein there for me all dis while..thank you.thank you..i heart you the most...

TDD....sessions,sesions,sessions!!

2008-02-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the start of Total Defence Day (TDD) and also the start of all-hell-break-loose..This is one of my centre's busiest days of the month and it will last till end of feb if im nt mistaken.Well,i almost miss the bus to start this entry..But Uncle Tony waited for me and i feel like a fool running ard towards the bus with my skinny jeans almost dropping and i have to hold it so i can run properly..hehe..well,watever.I got in the bus aniwae..den reach the centre,bla,bla,bla,change,bla,bla,bla,briefing,bla,bla and blah.Was told to "jaga" Crisis simulation whre the school kids need to watch the movie to get their answer..They b playin like amazing race gitu and i tld you the crowd was MASSIVE!!!was super busy all the tyme with my Safti bus tour to juggle in between..But its actually quite fun la,see thse munlees running ard findin clues and as usual the sec school gals will b tryin to flirt ard with me..but wat the heck!i gve dem direct orders and a face till dey dun dare..dun worry k darl..hehe...So things go on as usual and thanks to Jerene for helpin me out with the crowd contrl and 2 nads,you are crazy at smart station and jerene and i haf fun disturbing you jus to kill tyme and naruto sux!!hahah!!peace!

After work go to pasir ris meet up with kin and zee for our sessions.Was grt cos our 4th ori was completed together with the lyrics all thanks to Kin and she actually gave me the thumbs up to actually change the lyrics and the music.I took Kin's chorus melody and the rest i change.Now we are working on our 3rd ori and hope 2 gt the lyrics done by next sessions.Zee oredi cme up with the melody all and Kin's oredi learning it..I'm actually glad all our oris are almost up and i think after a few mre sessions we can jam thse sngs for good..And den we can focus on the covers and b mentally prepared for our upcoming gig......

Hope to meet gerfiee soon..Been missing her alot....

A boring Mondae but a refresher to me..

2008-02-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hey!Hey!Hey!I'm back for another addition..hehe..Well,thres nothin much to write la..

Today is my off day and im at home the whole day.Gerfiee went for job interview very early today with her bestie.i manage to wish her good luck but she cldnt reply cos her prepaid low..oh well,its alrite..I miss her so much but i didnt meet her today.Gerfiee wants me to rest at home cos she noe i was super shag due to works and tours..Im really thankful 2 her cos i really need the break.iat first,i was scred if i told her bot it she b very abgry.but she didnt.in fact she tld me its ok and i need the rest so i can prepare mysef for TDD(Total Defence Day) which will start tommorrow till end of Feb.Gonna b a very tiring month but its alrite..guess its part of my low-payin job..*shugs*.

Well,on a lighter note,my dad gve me an ang pao which his company gve him jus now.He gve it to me as a belated bdae gift and its 50 bucks!!i was shocked as this was my 1st tyme im receivin big bucks from my parents!!i was so happy cos i dun haf money oredi and dis gives me a morale booster..i can top up my ezlink and bot sme food and mst importantly,i can meet gerfiee and we can at least go and grab smtin 2 eat..and yap!yap!i oredi planned it and hopefully it turn out well..

I wonder wats my band preparation.hope things work out well.i dun wan any disaggreement in our band and i hope we can really work this out together.and yah,floorball training commencing dis wednesday at ping yi sec..but i dun tink im goin cos i believe it b a leisurely sessions,getting the players to get use to their floorball stick.and i hope im able to handle my band and floorball.So,i better start exercising and maintain a gd stamina..Cnt wait for the new season..

Tommorrow i haf sessions at Pasir Ris..Miss you gerfiee..

Tampines East Knights Season 06/07 home and away jersey....#26.

My precious floorball sticks..Cost me my school meals..but its worth it..

The game ball with holes...

I am so so so tired...I miss her..

2008-02-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i'm back again updatin this blog..well,life has always been happier and happier as each passing day.Life with her is so so memoable dat i decline to put it into past tenses cos we are still together strong and loving and missing each oda...i heart you,dear whoever..

Work has been very very boring ever since i passed SAFTI bus tour..firstly,im inside the gallery ever since i passed the bus tour and day by day i feel very very tired and i think many pple can see it..its obvious..One of my friends asked me if im ok..he said i looked sad..and shag..im nt sad bro,im jus so so shag.can feel my body aching and i think im in need of herbal essence..and to mum,if u happen to read my blog,i need mre redbulls and do tag me!!lol..(obviously she dunno i haf a blog!i jus wrte dis for self-entertainment).den i got to noe one of the malay gerl at werk is quitting acos she's oredi gt another job and its better pay and working condition...Good luck to you sha...Well i hope everything will b much better and to all supervisors!!!!STOP PUTTING ME AT THE UPPER AND LOWER GALLERY!!!!DONT YOU NOE IT SUCKS BIG BIG TIME!!!!OR MAYBE YOU GUYS SUCKS!!!

Alrite,DOM's 2nd origanals just completed and as usual i forgot the song!!lol so typical of me..hehe..sorry geng!!its titled "Down One Mile" and ,me and zee is working on the 3rd ori which the title will be "nightmare at #508".kinda crappy but its kewl..im planning to write about a monkey..huhu..but the band oso haf some problems oredi.its ok,it will b resolved..Kin,jus be patient with us k..dun gt so so moody and angry..we will werk dis on together..

Meeting gerfiee makes me very happy and complete.But everytime we parted waes,i will miss her terribly.And she will flt the same too.Amazing isnt it??So wats the secret fomulae??Gerfiee and me found one..this is wat she quote;"True love will come only during relationship."

Life with her goes on and on..happily...I love her the most..Thank you.You noe whu you are.

Back once again...

2008-02-05T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hello there!!All apologies for not updatin this blog on regular basis..Guess age and the lazy disease has eaten my life up once again..Nw i mus really buck up and start updating it or else gerfiee wnt haf anymore entries to read if she misses me..lol..Ok,life's been as usual,happy and always happy witot any problems.My 3rd month with Brodie has jus passed and 4eva more to come.Im sorry dear i haven write u anything long yet..but b sure it b up and readable soon!!Been going out together here and there and we enjoy each other's company and we feel it.Awwwww,darl,dats so so sweet..

Down One Mile has so far completed their very 1st punk rock ori and almost completing the 2nd.I personally feel the 2nd ori is very 'jumpy' in a sense that it can create a moshing scene 4 the chorus.Too bad we gt to use the theme song lyrics for the 2nd ori.hopefully we cld go on writin a new ori soon and to DOM i jus wanna say im very very happy working with ypu guys and thank you so much 4 all the patience u gve me all this while..may we stay on strnger and hope we haf better ideas comin up soon...Cheers guys..

Now,my life is almost complete..My family,Brodie,Down one Mile and its crew and my friends.....Just two more to go and an ultimate dream.Dearie,u noe wat it is... :-)

I will love you with all my heart,my soul,my kiss..Thank you for everything you've done for me.I will forever cherish the love we haf and with you we share tears of ashes....i'll live for you,i'll die for you..and i mean it all..ILYTM

My first bus tour..

2008-01-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello there!!finally im back writing this entry once again after many2 weeks not writing this entry..The reason is simple.busy,lazy,sleepy.lol.But i think i shall not be lazy anymore so i jus write this entry..Well,everything goes on well..my 23rd birthday was celebrated with mine's truly and dearie,i really enjoy myself that day..u are just DDG..enough of that,llets proceed on..

Well,last Sunday,i finally passed my SAFTI bus tour accessed by abang 'Body' Ronnie.i jus hafta add humour to his assesment and i passed.but he tld me i can still improve on my punctuations.What the heck,i dun care cos after doin the bus tours for a few weeks,i shud be alrite.WELL, today was my 1ST

SAFTI bus tour.I had 3 timings,the 1st two was a no tour cos thres no guest in the centre but finally i got a chance to do it at 16oohrs.Thres 8 guest inside my bus tour..Bad luck 2 me act cos i dun gt the usual drivers,Uncle seng and Uncle Tony.i got an indian attachee and he's rushing to go hme at 1630.I dun have much choice cos i noe he be driving fast.true enough he did.I was wobbling during the 1st half and i went like WHAT THE HELL!!I miss quite a number of stations and i was quite dissappointed with it overall.But luckily the guest were foreigners from japan and dey actually APPRECIATE my bus tour which was surprising(i think dey dunno a HECK wat im tryna say..hehe).After the bus tour i straightaway went to Benny and told him abt it.He said its normal and he said it was ok cos i'll get use to it.But i'm happy overall cos i gt to deliver wat is important 4 the bus tour....Hope to do mre tomorrow...

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVASARRY DEARIE...

Failure comes total success equals determination..

2008-01-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i'm here writing my blog again..nothing much to say..dun haf that so much mood to tlk about...jus tellin you i went for my safti mock up with supervisor Jules and she gve me positive remarks bot my tour and im confident i can pass dis tyme ard..but Abg Ronnie is te one assesing my final test..and i failed it when i noe i can pass..Its jus my bloody presentations that aint ok but im a 1st timer what,im sure i can improve on my presenattions as the daes go by and these pple drilled me with all the tour slots..by then i'll b a pro...y cnt dey pass me??y cnt i hlp ot my fello frens whu werk so hard??y cnt i lighten my frens burden??haiz...but every failure comes with success and im determined to gt it right..and i noe i'll gt everyone support...even gerfiee will support me....Thank you all...cheers!

PEG!!PEG!!PEG!!!/The band....

2008-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hi there...I'm back again writing this entry...As usual things happen ard me again..last Monday go Desaru for a company retreat.Kinda bored act.then the nxt dae meet gerfiee!!(FINALLY!!)..and subsequent daes till saturday work and work and work!!

Well,work for the past 2 daes was dead dead boring!!!firstly,i they throw me inside the PEG gallery for two straight daes!!dey shud noe hw i hate the gallery now..so boring,more standing and less sitting.and furthermore you just cnt be alone.There sure be people pushing u to do this,pulling you to do that and no sitting,mre standing and the lightings in the gallery,OMG!!so dull and dim with too much noise in it!!hopefully they'll throw me at shooting gallery or fnb..And secondly,thres nobody visiting the centre!well,there was la but it was so few and thres noone to entertain,no kids to give balloons.Benny had been outside and thres tottaly no fun witot him.And finally,for the 1st time i booked the ASA card!!its a card used by those customer servis pple(like me!) to go to places of interests well...for free!!but its only up 2 3 person je...so gerfiee,her bestie Nurul and me will b goin to Wild Wild Wet on the 15th january and we go there 4 free!!!its my 1st tyme there and i cnt wait to go there..and oredi gerfiee is planning to sabo me by stealin my life jacket and push me into the water..You noe hw i hate the water dear..hehe..nvm..i plan 2 drag gerfiee and Nurul into the deep pool and left them thre..huhuhu..with the life jacket of course..Hey,im nt that bad!!

And finally,after so many donkey years,i finally have a band..lol.dat was so lame qahar,tellin pple u haf a band..so what??hehe..gerfiee usta haf a band..hehe..well,watever.we'll be playing post hardcore and the guitarist,Kin oredi tld me yest what songs they'll be playing and hope to master it by the 16th.i shall try my best.and after consulting gerfiee,she tld me to tell her to delay the jamming and instead go 4 sessions,which is a good idea..Thanks dearie..I shall nd yer advices in the near future and i hope gerfiee will form up a new band soon..den it b very interesting...and yes dear,ive read yer blog.Thank you for everything..Its really sweet of u to tell the whle werld dat u'll be wearing dat ring always..im jus so touched..can i cry??eheh....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo..

memories....

2008-01-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

In this world you triedNot leaving me alone behindThere's no other wayI'll pray to the gods let him stayThe memories ease the pain inside,Now I know whyAll of my memories keep you nearIn silent momentsImagine you'd be here.All of my memories keep you near,Your silent whispers, silent tearsMade me promise I'd tryTo find my way back in this lifeI hope there is a wayTo give me a sign you're okayReminds me again it's worth it allSo I can go homeAll of my memories keep you nearIn silent momentsImagine you'd be hereAll of my memories keep you nearYour silent whispers, silent tearsTogether in all these memoriesI see your smileAll of the memories I hold dearDarling, you know I'll love youtill the end of timeAll of my memories keep you nearIn silent moments,Imagine you'd be hereAll of my memories keep you near,Your silent whispers, silent tearsAll of my memories...

I kept listening to dis song,memories by Within temptation wen i was in the bus..keep tinkin of gerfiee durin the entire tour..Really miss her alot..Love her with my life..down to my last...

With her....for her....to her...by hers truly...

2008-01-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

Its been two months we are in a relationship,two months of undefined love and still goin strong as ever and will always be.Two months of happiness,two months of laughter...There're ups and dwns in relationship but i'll make sure thres no downs to us dear.I noe i cant prevent it from happening but i'll make sure we make it through,still with the same laughter and the same happiness..You live far away from me,i miss you so so much but yet i find ways to make you closer to me.But being with you is the ultimate things...the talks,the laughter,the stars and the tugboats really tell alot of things.Being with you is like bein with the angel of heaven..Never will i tot the joyness of bein with you till im with you...

Two months together but it oredi feels like im with you forever..Seeing u happy,seeing you smile,let my tears roll dwn my face which i cant replaced.Every night before i go to sleep,i always pray that you will be fine the next day and strong enough to fight the day ahead and at the same time bein happy and hope she'll smile always..Thre's just so much to say to you dear but smtimes thres just too much to say..But its ok..it tells you all..it tells you hw much i needed you in my life and im always missing you whenever im not with you..You say u are nothing special..but to me you are jus so daym special that i'm willing to do anything to make you happy..aniting dat makes u happy and loved.You've given me yer all to be with me and i really2 appreciate everything u've dne for me and everything you did..it touched me and left me speechless all the time..Thank you for bein there when im feeling so so dwn and thank you for bein there when i need smone to hear me out..You never fail to be with me even tho u have yer own problems to tend to..you are always there..you just never let me go...And all the advises you gve me..it all been put into gd use..Thank you for the happiest two months and you deserve all the respect a woman wld ever deserved....from a man.....I love you sayang..Happy two months and forever more my only love...Thank you....Thank you...I miss you..dearly..

With her......

2008-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hi there...So sorry for the late entry..wasnt touching my comp for a few daes due to tiredness..But im bck writing this entry again....

Its my off day today and i havent had a plan yet.woke up quite late cos last night i just cnt slp..Gerfiee had a problem again but i shall not say it in detail.its personal but she's doin fine now..2dae was also gerfiee's last dae at werk.she wrote her resignation letter last night and she b resigninin with imediate effect.was quite sad tho cos i thought finally gerfiee wnt be so stressful for a while.But its ok.at least she had a weeks experience and she gt some money for hersef dats for sure..I promised to send gerfiee bck after werk.I tot of goin to the library to send bck the books i borrowed.I ended up not goin..oh well,pay fines again..but its ok..will pay it up asap.

Gerfiee finished her werk 1630hrs.By then i oredi reached the bustp i was supp to meet her.i told her in advanced we will b havin lunch at simpang bedok but i changed my mind and goin to eat at marina square.gerfiee agreed.I missed her so much dat i jus dun wanna meet her so fast.and i hope she'll feel the same bot me 2..Aniwaes,we took 10 and we alighted at suntec where we make our wae to marina square.I was really hungry oredi..i didnt tell gerfiee where we b eatin and after drawin money,we searched for the place.like play treasure hunt la...gerfiee insisted in me tellin her where we wld b eatin..i tld her,its Cavana.So we ate till our hearts content and after dat i bot famous amos cookies and we shared.It was nice.hehe.So we walked out of the building and gerfiee reminded me bout goin to funan to look 4 my mp3/mp4.So we walked all the wae and we went to funan to survey..quite disappointing cos thres none that i liked except for this samsung model which looks slim and nice..By the time we went out of the centre it was oredi dark.So we decided to slack somewhre and eat our cookies..We find a spot near abridge which i forgot the name and we jus sat there and talk and talk and talk..I really enjoy watching the tugboats moving tru and fro and gerfiee and i kept wndarin whre it was headin too at this hour..We spent like an hour and den we walked to esp to take the bus bck to tampines.The driver was horrible..put the aircon 2 full blast and we were cold,esp gerfiee.im cold too but i dun cre.i jus wrapped mysef ard her and my oda hands jus hld her hands,hopin she wnt fl so cold.In the bus,we took some pictures..the first time we act took a pic togetha..lol..dats so sweet of u dear...

Well,i send her back home under the block and den we parted waes....

You are so daym pretty everyday....You are drop dead gorgeous forever....

Pistol gallery...

2007-12-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!!so Sorry bot the late entries...was too tired to write..me and gerfiee bz werkin but so so many things happened these daes..Goin out with gerfiee,our 2nd mth annivasary..Just tellin you gerfiee that i really appreciate everything you've dne for me..I love you the most..

Okok..lets talk about now...there's a new pistol gallery just next to the shooting gallery.2dae i was assigned to do pistol gallery.Ivan assisted me with the rifle gallery.Yesterday was my training and at 1st it was quite complicated but i managed 2 undastand the usage of the pistol and the gameplay..Its merely target shooting..i tot it will b boring and i tried a few times i sucked at it..but as time goes by and the more i practice the better i bcme..2dae wasnt a busy day so ivan and i talked and talked and play the pistols...well enarf talking..oh ya,btw met shai whu passed gerfiee's

shirt and money.And she say nicests things bot me and gerfiee..thanks shai..okok..enough talkin..let the pics do the blah blah blah..lol..i miss you darl...terribly..

Line in the sand.....

2007-12-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

The line is being drawn through my heartAnd we're conceiving fires through our thoughtsAnd you're just like meAnd You're just like meThis is everything I wanted to tell youI'm still in love with everything about youAnd I feel the wreckage from everything you doAnd I'm tired of still waiting...If I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?This is everything I've wanted to show youI'm no longer scared of anything about youI lived through the damage of the heart you took from me And I"m tired of still wantingIf I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?

Line in the sand..Been listenin to it over and over again..tot it doesnt have any meaning till i listen to it properly..Sudanlly dont felt ok...But after msgin gerfiee i felt much beta...Im not sure if this song haf any impact on me or not..I hope not...i only love her..MAR is her name..

The maid of New Orleon...NoT!!hehe

2007-12-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today is a boring Monday and a quite a busy off day.I woke up late cos as usual was with gerfiee all the wae till like 0300hrs.Virtua date la,dats wat i called it..lol..Aniwae me miss gerfiee so so so so so much...Woke up at ard 12pm and as found out that my pawents had gne out.I was alone den.As usual,i blast my music and den do abit of morning exercise.Been eating quite alot this week and i haven been exercicing so i look abit fat..hehe..Aniwaes,after that i look ard the hse,it was so so messy and untidy..So i started vacummin the hse starting with my room..look like pig sty!So I vacumn the whle jouses,wipe the tables,clen the fans till it looks abit neat.I was atisfied with mysef today for doin smtin 4 my mum..she's nt been feelin very well la..been sick dis week so she's nt been doin the housework.I'm glad i helped her out..

The rest of the day was very very boring.went to check if my mail oredi comes..cnt wait to received it...hpefully by wed can received..den i can play psp all the wae..lol.i was so bored that i end up playing sims 2 after a long2 tyme nt playin it..Created a new family and play a new game...Wish i cld meet gerfiee...miss her so so much.Nut she tld me to rest at hme cos she noe i was tired..Awwwwwww...dats so sweet of u...

Pictures of my hse and my room..lol..

Everything seems to be in a mess cos we are preparing to move house..lol...

No 13....once a lucky no..

Another message....

2007-12-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

"hi... i believe that u r dayah's ex bf... but it will be appreciated that if u stop bugging her all the time and saying that she's not alright... she is very alright with me... it doesnt matter any of ur concerns k?so, i hope u dun contact her anymore and u lead ur life with ur new gal... dun interfere in any other ppl's relationship..."

I'm fucking pissed off..i'm really gonna get dis guy..Say things that aint right..Me buggin her gf??or his gf buggin me??Jus what the fuck is he tryna tell me??dat i'm still tinkin of his gf??Cmon la eh Hairi,I dun give a fuck animore bout yer gf..URGH!!!!

Hari Raya Haji.....

2007-12-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

The reason why i stay over my uncle house at Chua Chu Kang was because i'll be following him and my younger cousin to masjid Al-Firdaus to do hari raya haji prayers and to help out with the goats.Hari raya Haji i was the happiest cos i jus love this occasions where not only i can see the goats or we called it sheeps,i can get to do good deeds for the society and to experienced "Gotong-Royong" 1st hand.dats the spirit of the malays..always helpin each other out..Aniwaes,I wake up so so early at abt 0615hrs.Bathed and den haf my morning prayers before goin out at 0645hrs.My uncle is a member at the mosque and we drove there.the mosque its at jalan Bahar,just opposite Keat Hong Camp and ALB.Weach th emosque and my cousin and i settled dwn into the mosque and i actually slept!!was so tired and sleepy and the prayers started at ard 0815.after prayers thre's a sermon where i slpt again all the wae till the end.lol..den it started raining heavily...my cousin and i went to change and go to the backyard to see the goats..but the staff there needed help in setting up the heavy stuffs.so i tld my cousin to look at the goats 1st while i help em out..We had breakfast before the whle thing started.Enough talkin..let the picture sdo the talkin.....oh yah,i was help to skin the goats skins.tiring job but fun..The whle thing end at ard 1445hrs.We went back to uncle hse,bathed and den go to auntie's hse to meet grandparent and the rest of my relatives......

Meeting my precious...with abit of surprise..

2007-12-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hello there,i'm back writing this blog again after few days of break.Well,it was Wednesday and i was on off.Aniwaes i'm meetin gerfiee!!!i was so excited dat i kpt tinkin of it..meetin gerfiee in the evening and we will b catching Alvin and the Chipmunks at bugis at 1950hrs.But b4 that i planned a surprise 4 her......lets find out..

Gerfiee wanna meet me at 1530hrs.I tld her i go out early go find some "guys" stuffs.So at 1330hrs,i went out and went to a shopping centre to look for that "stuffs".It was actually a perfume,'Princess Love' is the brand.When i surveyed for it 1 week ago and wen i smell the scent,it was very sweet and the moment i smell it,i noe i would buy dis.I did and i go to a gift shop to have the perfume wrapped.i bought a small card too.the wrapping was very nice,pictures of cats..hehe.

I took 969 to tamp,reached quite early so i jus sit at the seats at the no.10 bustop and waited for gerfiee..She came about 10 mins later and she was drop dead gorgeous..oh my..we took the no.10 bus to suntec whre we bought Nurul's prezzie and went to look for my 'cousin's' bdae prezzie.We went to Perlini's silver where i tld gerfiee to hlp me look 4 a pwezzie..She chose a ring which looks nice on her litttle fingas and a star pendant.So i pay up after that,thanked gerfiee and we proceed to penin to look for our 'couple clothes'.hehe.We went but doesnt managed to find the nicest designs which was a total upset.i only managed to buy my tie for Dnd.it was oredi 1815hrs.So i tld gerfiee we need to move on to bugis so we wld n able to eat b4 watchin the movie on time.I brought her to swensons.Its gerfiee first time there so i guess she must be excited.We both ordered breaded chicken manuere aka chicken cutlet.(We both love chicken cutlet!!).By den i was oredi acting strangely.i kept walkin from and back and i look restless but gerfiee didnt realised dat.We also oredered blended chocolates and deep fried mushroom.We ate.i was so so quiet.Gerfiee kept laughin and laughin.Till now i dunno y.lol.when all done,we bth finished eating,i gave a nod to the waitress whu took our orders jus now..5 mins lata,she came,not with the bills,but with a slice of ice-cream cake with a lighted candle on top and den she placed it on gerfiee's side of the table.i looked at her,she jus stare at me,speechless.I told gerfiee,"surprise dear".she was still speechless.I wish her happy advanced birthday and told her the reasons y i did dis.i tld her to make a wish and blow out the candle.she did and den i took out the wrapped prezzie.she just smiled.i den took out my 'cousin's pwezzie' and i told her its actually for her.she was still speechless..i apologised dat i bluff her bot it and she was still speechless.A surprise indeed..finally i paid the bills and we went out,walked abit b4 goin in 4 the movies....

I read in the movie reviews that its a really gd movie to de-stressed yourself.i noe gerfiee wasnt feelin so gd last nite and i hope she'll feel much better after watching the movie.true enough,she was laughin like mad and she feels really happy,really...de-stressed.I actually cldnt concentrate on the movie much..i kept huggin gerfiee..I was jus too happy 2 see her smile and larf and feel..happy..

The show ended at ard 2100hrs and we took a long walk to esp,take no.10 and took a long journey,a sweet one back to tamp..by the tyme it was oredi 2300hrs wen we reached tamp interchange.it was gettin so late and i send her back home for the 1st tyme..After dat i took a cab back to chua chu kang,sleep over at my uncle hse...it was past 0000hrs++...

Thank you dear for the memorable day with you..I could never forgot whatever we've been through together and i'll be missing you...always...I love you always ....Siti.

Iwerks/Paddle-boating/urgh.

2007-12-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello there..writing this blog again with another new entry...Was working today and i did iwerks again with Sharon!!By now i oredi noe most of the things i'm suppose to do there.So i automatically start-up mysef wateva its suppose to b started-up..I look outside the entrance..oredi gt big crowds..But sharon and i jus relaxed cos we've bn tru it b4.But i noe i wnt b msgin gerfiee cos its gonna b a very bz dae...True enough,we were so bz with the reservations,the speils and more reservations...Been standin all the wae and i cnt believe it i was sweating abit cos ive been moving up and dwn!!hehe...but its very fun and i love doin iwerks,esp doin the announcements..Nizam tld me i had lunch at 1100hrs.

Was quite happy nutty,faizal and saha had their lunch time as same as me..We ate at the cafe and i had fried kway teow.I look at their faces and dey were looked stress.So i suggested playin the paddle boat after eating.faizal and nutty agreed except 4 saha,whu rather read the papers..It was a very hot day and paddlin the 4-man-boat with 3 pple wasnt as easy..my legs got tired after a few mins of paddling and nutty looked oredi half dead!!hehe..but we had fun and faizal was like the captain of the boat,ordering us ard..funny guy la dat Faizal..

Gerfiee prepaid was low and she cldnt msged me animre..I trld her i'll top up mine and transfer half 2 her..but end up didnt happen cos i mysef dun haf enarf..so sowee darl..:-( I'm gonna miss her dearly..i cnt live a dae witot msgin her.Oh well,jus hafta endure 2-3 mre daes b4 my pay comes...

It doesn't hurt to see you being happy dear..

Your sweet smell of perfume takes me away...

One sweet day...with mine's truly..

2007-12-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

Another day,another off day for me,another Friday..Woke up quite late cos last night was accompanying gerfiee at the msn..hehe..its the norm thing for me..Was kinda down cos i tot i wnt b meetin gerfiee 2dae.But we end up meeting cos gerfiee wanted to accompany me go library.I was so happy but i meet her late in the evening cos gerfiee was goin for a job interview in the morning.I said ok..

We met at 17oohrs sharp.We took a long bus ride to esp.and frm esp we walk all the wae to Bugis library,hand in hand..it was very sweet of her..We talked almost non-stop till we reached library.Gerfiee was so chirpy and so happy...oh yah,i forgot..she's drop dead gorgeous!!!and she was very pink!!i just went OMG!OMG!OMG!Aniwaes we reached Bugis library after getting abit lost(as usual.).We were kinda tired so we took some mags and we sat dwn and read it..den suddanly my stomach grumbled and gerfiee act heard it!!so paiseh!!she was laughin non-stop..hehe..i tld her i cnt help it i was so so hungry..So we went to the usual place to eat and we ate LorMee!!Finally i gt to eat Lor mee!!hehe..den we walk all the wae back from Bugis and to esp where along the wae we talk non-stop again,laughin and disturbin each other as usual...and not forgettin hand in hand again..We took a long bus trip home where i send gerfiee to her bustp..den i gt back hme..tired,but very happy..

In the process many magical things happened and it was really magical.I wnt forgot this outing with you sayang..i jus wanna be with you..Thank you dear for the nice and adventurous outin we had..I love you darl... :-)

7 more daes sayang....

Whre's all my frens??so bz with work??

2007-12-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

Where's all my friends??Whre's Aidil,Mazalan,Fadhil_Joe,Fadhil_indie,Ah Fatt,Darus,Osman,Azzie,Rusdy,Wan???where are they all??chat with Aidil jus now and we discussin bot our frens..we were kinda sad cos its been a while we slack togetha..Do all the crappy stuffs..Man and Fadhil bz with their bikes,lan and fadhil_1 bz with their jobs..dah jarang ajak lepak lagi...yelah,kalau kluar pun maner nak aku ngan aidil lagi kan....Most of the tymes i'm always out with Aidil until thres one tyme i tld him we like gay partner sak..but im sure dey'll still think the same as aidil and me did..but its ok,mayb they haf their own plans and stuffs...nvm,we'll soon get em together....

Nothing much to write today...Boring day,boring life...jus dun feel like writing aniting...

I don't have the mood....

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO...its all i can tell her..

2007-12-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

I JUST MISS HER SO SO MUCH..

I MISS TITI..DATS ALL I CAN SAY TODAY..

9 MORE DAYS MY LOVE....

I LOVE YOU..MY ONLY LOVE..

I am confirmed staff!!hahaha!!IWERKS!!

2007-12-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hello there..its me writing this blog again..nothing much to write actually cos thres nt much goin on at work except that i am now a confirmed staff at SDC and i gt a pay rise.well,maybe not so much but i'm still thankful cos my pay is a lil bit mre dis tyme ard and will bring back hme extra which is nice.hehe.So i went up to HR at level 2 and sign some forms and a survey form and i officially gt my SDC windbreaker!!the weather was so cold these past weeks and havin this windbreaker is useful cos u dun feel so cold..

I was doing IWERKS for the 1st tyme!!its actually a cinema at my work place and my partner was cheryl tan.She tld me wat to do and everything about Iwerks and it was actually quite interesting cos nt only u gt to make announcements,u gt to print out tickets and make reservations for the guests and to start and end the show..i tell you,if this place is very bz,it'll be supa bz!!but overall i did quite a gd job except doin the closing which i noe nuts abt it!!cldnt undastand fully the system.hehe..

At night emo-ed with gerfiee and it was very sweet of u darl.

Loving you is forever..

A boring off day....maybe not after all...

2007-12-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hi there..i'm writing another entry to my blog.Well Monday is an off day for me.As usual off day witot a purpose is really really boring cos not u dunno wat u wanna do,you cnt see the outside world..hehe..wat imma talkin..Aniwaes,woke very ate today cos i slpt ard 4+ accompanying dearie cos she cldnt slp.I managed to accompany her till she slpt.I woke up at ard 12+ and straight away msged gerfiee,tinkin she mite still b sleepin.But she was awake and she tld me i woke up later den her..i jus shrugged cos i noe i need all the sleep..lols.So i make my bed,and half-naked started doin my usual exercise to maintain a healthy lifestyle and to obtain some muscles!!hehe.Workout for 40 mins b4 finally goin have my shower.Mum tld me to buy food for lunch as she's not cooking.so after i bathe i went to Northpoint and buy chicken rice and buy some groceries as well.I walked frm hme to Np and planned to do the same wen i wanna go bck.But it was raining so so heavily dat i hafta waste money take feeder bus.Weached hme an hr lata after i visited the gameshop at the central nearby..Also went to fish shop to look at fishes..miss the times i jaga fish la..got back and straight away eat my lunch.very the hungry.After that i go straight to my room and play my psp till i get bored.Was tryna complete dis rpg game and was quite pissed off cos gt dis final fantasy game i took fwm my fren is in jap version but the graphics daym nice and the game very good.hpefully gt english version so i can play..

Overall my day was quite boring ar.exept missin my gerfiee..

11 more daes to DnD...

11 more daes to Gerfiee's bdae.....

FnB.....A very very busy day...

2007-12-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

It was a rainy Sunday and i was working yet again..I was shivering but what to do,i dun have the sweater cos im still nt a cnfirm staff yet.But its alrite.My mood was very very good and very high spirits.Lizda was the DE for today and she assigned me to the godforsakken place.But instead of sulkin and grumblin which i'll usually did,i jus smile and was feeling happy.Suddanly gt the mood to do FnB.So i did it with Chai Chee Ave 1 (Caizi) and i looked at the main entrance,thres already some tour groups waiting to go in.Wow!dats all i can say.Didnt expect to be so so crowded and busy.After opening the cashier,i straight away did popcorns while my partner do the topping up and stock taking.After a while there was queue.pple wanna buy my popcorn.or either they are too curious to see hw cme thres a hunk wearin an apron and makin popcorns!!lol..Aniwaes the crowd was super non-stop!!I was getting tired standin,makin popcorn and tending to the cash register,but i noe i just hafta endure..i dun even haf the time to even msged gerfiee.I only managed to texted her during my lunch break at 13oohrs.She's bz doin housewerk wen i msged her.I was feeling so so happy to texted her..After lunch cover abang macam-macam Aka Puvan at MPH till 1500hrs and even that gt a huge crowd there and i cnt even sit dwn till th elast 10 mins.When i got bck to FnB,caizi was complaining to me that thres nobody helpin her wen i was away.I tld her nt to worry and i started doin candy floss and popcorns again and again and again.Both me and Caizi were exausted after the last guest went in to watch the last movie..We helped each other to count the stocks and we were glad the sales almost hit 1k.....nothing much to write today cos thres ntin goin on today.....

Loving you is forever....Jet'adore...

"I'll part the sea,for you i'll break the sky,

the heavens aren't worthy so why am i??

You're fucking masterpiece,a perfect played assemble,

lose myself in your eyes,

can i take you home??"

"Lying serenity,you're the image of an angel,

Your face so radiant,even in the darkest hour,

I want you,to need me,the way i need you,

i want you to be,obsessed by me,

I want you,to need me,the way i need you,

i want you to be,obsessed by me.."

"They'll never smell as sweet as....you do,

You left me breathless!!

Your touch,brushes all my worries away,

How did you do it??"

-Jet'adore..

081207....Another day to remember..She and me..

2007-12-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Saturday may be another normal dae..But to me its special..Cos its the day i'll b meetin mine's truly..I'm so excited that i woke up early when im suppose to meet gerfiee in the afternoon.I woke up at about 10+ when my mum asked me to go to the market to gt sme groceries and breakfast.Lucky her,im in good mood.I said ok immediately and go and bathe.Reached hme 45 mins lata and haf my breakfast.I still haf sme time left so i on my internet to look for the movie listing.Cnt find doraemon.Decided to watch The Golden Compass.

It didnt take long for me to wait for gerfiee.She was toppin up her ezlink.and i wanted to top mine 2..wat coincidence.hehe.We took the train to Dhoby Ghout.Gerfiee was so beautiful today.Cnt stop admirin her.We talk so much today and i was really happy to see her.We watched the golden compass,sittin togetha and we actually held hands throughout the movie.she was really romantic and she's like not wantin to let it go.her hands is really warm and smooth.The show ended with an anti-climax and we were bth disappointed but i tld gerfiee i think lata gt part 2..aah,but b4 watchin movie we ate buddy meal at KFC.sowee dear cnt eat good food...wish we cld..The movie ended at abt 1800hrs and den we go to the shaw tower to see wats in there.nothing over there whuch was disappointing.I suddanly popped out the headphne ques.and dat ques landed us at mustaffa centre..

It was crowded at Little India.I tld gerfiee to b creful of her bag and i hld her hands tight so i noe she'll be save with me.It was super crowded in the centre.We surveyed fo the headphones.We found the Technic brand and i was in love with it.I tld gerfiee im gettin it wen my next pay comes.i only bought my adidas perfume for $7.50!!cheap seh!!den we took a bus bck 2 tamp whre i send her back hme...

Overall i really enjoy mysef beain with her 2dae..Thank you sayang for the wonderful day..i wnt forget today...I love you Titi...

The yellow ribbon project...Iwerks part-time!

2007-12-08T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hi there..Im back hre again typing this entry.Work was ok 2dae cos i didnt feel i was workin at all.Morning i was doin shooting gallery since the old man was on off.Tot i'll be doin it the whle dae but in the afternoon after my lunch i was tld 2 do this exibit at the hospitality suit which i'll tok abt it lata on..But the most interesting part is that i was like all-rounder 2dae inthe afternoon.was helkpin out FnB and Iwerks while takin care of the exibits.mc very multi-purpose.I was happy i and saha managed to push the push cart sales to $300++ in jus 20 mins.the reason is thres alot of kids watchin a this 2d movie and they were like some rich bastards kids.dey kp on buyin and buyin and buyin the popcorn and candyfloss till Saha,Sharon and me haf a difficult time organisin orders cos they were just so noisy and freaking irritating!!but we managed 2 sold all the candy floss and we went out of the theatre,push cart almost empty.The fun part was i hlp 2 do all the announcements!!Sharon gt sorethroat and she was just scred to say the spiels so i helped her out since i got a "professional voice"..lol.It was very fun to hear yer own voice bein heard all over the centre..hehe..But the objective of writing this blog 2dae is i wanna tok abt this exibit i took cre of jus now which is the Yellow Ribbon Project.Its an xibit abt those ex-convict or convicts who make beautiful objects and colorful arts.Thse involve are those whu really realised their mistakes and all they want is to repent and to b accepted by the society again...i read carefully everything in the exibits and watch their videos and all i can say is im very touched.i almost cried,no joke.well,let the pics do the talkin den...

I noe gerfiee wld love this painting..They are sellin this pic at $320

This motorcycle was act made up of recycle items.Kewl eh??

I took a pic of this nice words in the exibit and i wanna share it with gerfiee...

After work i meet up with gerfiee and her best friend Nurul.Im glad she knew im takin this opportunity to meet her.dats so sweet of you darl..:-) I meet up with em at penin and nurul bot anew skinny jeans for her work!Barney is a dinosaur!!lol!den we went to century square.waah.Was so happy today..Thank you Titi,u made me smile again..:-) Aniwaes,i Hp-whore while werkin!!hehe

Yang ni step umah sendiri je....step celebrate christmas..lol

My guardian angel...My only love.

2007-12-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

1 month 1 week have gone pass by really fast and here i am writing and expressing myself on this private blog where only she can read it and actually excess to this account.1 month 1 week have pass by....and im still feel happy as never before.The joys of bein with her is jus indescridable.The way she's there for me when everything seems so dire,the way she cares bot me wen i wasnt sleeping very well or wen im feeling sick,the way she feels me when she misses me,the way she love me and when i love her,she jus love me more than i do.The journey is still very far and long but i know,deep down inside her she's enduring it,presevering it just to make our relationship going strong and as comfortable as ever.Since the day i met her,i've never stop loving her and showering her with all the sweetest words i cld tell her until sometimes i feel im irritatin her.But i know deep down inside her she knows i sincerely mean it...Never in my life that i feel my life been so bright and cheerful and its all because of her.She make all this..She make me wat i am today..1 month 1 week passed,pple may think im too hasty to speak such words but i am confident with what i want to xpwess to her and tell her that she's being appreciated and loved by this guy who loves her with all his heart,his soul,his kiss..He really loves the way she dress,the way she speaks,the way she thiink about others and overall she's the sweetest gal god has ever created and he's the luckiest guy to be hers...Thank you so much for everything u've dne for me and yer sacrifices you've made for us..Thre's just so much to say to you but i just want you to know that i need you and without you i feel so lost.I cnt sleep witot msgin you good night and cnt leave the house without saying 'I Love You.You are jus so precious to me that i don't want you to go away from me and i'm so sorry if i ever hurt you..iI never meant to do those things to you...I love you the most..Siti..

1 month and 1 week passed by.........

I will never let you fall,I'll stand up with you forever,

I'll be there for you through it all,

even if saving you sends me to heaven...

Safti mock up....All apologies dear..

2007-12-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hello there,back again after takin a day's break from dis blog.Today was a very boring day at work as usual..Nw dey really gettin up my nerve..been doin lower and upper gallery again 2dae for i dunno the how many times oredi..but luckily was doin it with Benny and Cheryl Ng.Fahana was roamer 2dae so once in a while we can stop and chit-chat 4 a while.2dae thre wasnt much visitors so the place was abit quiet.During the morning de-brief,our DE Lizda tls me dat she'll be doing a mock up with me on my Safti bus tour later on at 1430hrs.I was stunned.i was actually very sleepy but i was wide awake when i noe i got to do a mock up 2dae.But i didnt complain.So after the debrief,i went to my locker and took my Safti notes with me to the gallery.Inside the gallery,benny was oways tryna stuck up a conversation with me but i oways run away frm him cos i need to concentrate on refreshing mysef with the script.I was totally serious and focused dat evn my cousin du wanna distub me.But i managed to chat with her 4 a while as i needed a break.I clarify some doubts with her bot the script and den we started talking about the idol finals.The finals is really goin to be a tough one as all the other 7 finalists are good.I really hope to make it to top 3.Den my coisin tld me 2dae is her wedding annivasari and her hubby send a delivery of a bouquet of flowers filled with roucher.Dat was so sweet..I wish i cld do the same to gerfiee..confirm she wld be touched and very happy..

I was suppose to do the mock up at 1430hrs but end up doin at 1400hrs cos thres no bus tour at 1400hrs.i noe i was goin 1st den saha.i tld mysef to be confident and jus do my best.i went up the bus with lizda at the back of the bus and i pick up the mic and started talkin.finally i gt the jang of it and after the tour ended Lizda comment me on my mistakes and my misses.But overall i was glad cos thres more ticks den x's and it give me the xtra confident to the the real assesment dis coming thurs.....Wish me luck yah..

i've did something wrong to gerfiee...Im so sorry dearie..I didnt mean it...

I live for you,i'll die for you....

Going back to studies....But,Full time??Part time??

2007-12-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

A sunday morning.Woke up quite late but end up still goin to werk on time..hehe...dats me i think..lol.But before i went to work,my hands were itchy and had been wndarin what gerfiee has post at her blog.2 me her blog is full of wonderful things..hehe..(what i mean by wnderful things are when she wrote bot me! :-) )Indeed she gt wrote bot her missin me and me stealin her pics..well,i love stealing her pics..(since we haven bn takin pics togetha) and i did stole it b4 i went to werk..

Werk has always been boring..doin the golf ball again and was all the wae talkin to faizal.We talk bot lotsa stuffs,gfs la,life la...den we sudanli tok bot this werkplace called SDC and about our future..den i started gettin stressed up again.I told him bot me goin bck 2 skul and hopin to gt better future.ive decided to go bck 2 studies in sports management in ITE.the course its basically learning how to manage a sports event,sports fitness and nt forgettin sports business.its really an interesting course.i den msged gerfiee and we tok abt it.gerfiee suggest me take the part time course since i wanna werk 2 support my fam.i was really confused..but i tink2 again gerfiee has a point.so after hard i decided to take up part time in sports management.i tld gerfiee all bot it and she really undastands my situation.thanks sayang for makin me feel beta.I miss gerfiee badly and i really wish i cld meet her...tomorrow is my off day and i tink i'll jus clean up my room...Miss u gerfiee..im lost witot u...

I love you more than you do - Brodie_q

SAFTI bus tour.....Urgh!!!!

2007-12-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i'm bck again writing this entry.Was working as usual and its really boring cos i hafta do lower gallery for 3 straight days!!Leg was oredi so shaky yet hafta stand and roam around the gallery till u can actually felt yer legs were about to give way..Aniwaes,last nite i didnt managed 2 msged gerfiee cos i was so daym tired after i bathe,i lay down on my bed,on the fan full blast and msged gerfiee for a while.Tought i wanna be online but gerfiee tlf me 2 sleep and rest cos i slpt very the previos night b4..So thoughtful of her.I didnt evn managed 2 msged her after dat and i jus sleep..When i woke up i realised its oredi the next day.....

Okies,2dae there were 2 big companies having their family day and th centre was really crowded with pple running ard,playin with the exibits and it was tiring 4 me,Benny,Daryl and Faizal cos we haf no time to rest cos thres just too many pple inside gallery till benny cnt evn went 4 his smoke break!!Sorry bro,just endure k!!but the crowd eventually subsided at about 1600hrs as the family day were over.Team Operations managed to take in all the left over food and i took really alot for my friends inside.we were havin like a mini party inside smart station where we eat,eat and eat!!ehhe..i was just so so full...sleepy.....

1610hrs..thres nt much crowd oredi.As usual my buddy,supervisor Nizam sabo me again.ask uncle stanley to bring me 4 SAFTI bus tour training.Daym!!i panicked!!but i cnt run away..i was inside the bus with khoirrol a few minutes later.I hafta to do the 1st half of the tour while saha do the other half..I forgot half of my script and was scolded by uncle stanley for not takin it seriously.Overall,both of us kena scoldin cos we dun memorised the scripts..Actually i haf all the facts oredi,i noe wat to say..its jus that i jus dun haf the confidence to present ..But uncle stanley said of the 2 of us,im the better one ar,which give me sme moral booster...

If there be another training,JUST BRING IT ON!!

Our 1st month.....4 her.....

2007-11-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

Today,the date 301107 marks an eventful day for us.Today is our 1st month we are together and i can feel the love in you is so strong.i wasnt at first,i admit it,but as days goes by,u've shown me affection and love and all i can say is i really appreciate all the things u've done for me.Be there for me when i needed you,make me smile when i feel down,pamper me with everything nice till i got so lost in you..Thank you so much dearie.i feel so loved and i feel ive been cared for.There may b room 4 us to improve but u've done so well to stay strong and be together with me till this date.I'll never let you fall,i'll stand up with you forever,i'll be there for you through it all,even if saving you sends me to heaven.Happy 1st annivasary my only love..Love is such a beautiful if u treat it well.i hope ive taken care of you well and treat you good for this one month......I love You The Most...Nothing can take me away from you...

Loving you is forever..

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The future ahead....

2007-11-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hello there!!Today's a peaceful thursday and the weather was nice and cloudy.Went out to work rather early and was surprised that the bus wasnt full at all..Reached werk quite early also.i dunno why 2dae all so early.Aniwae get changed and report 4 the debriefin.......Life goes on as usual till lunch time which is at 1........

was doin lower gallery with collin.Mirror killer was at upper with red-haired-beng.I chatted with Collin bot lotsa things 2dae..We tok bot his marraige which was interesting cos he tld me bot chinese customs.Congrats Collin!!he was very happy.jus gt married..happy chap.lol.Den we tok bot the future in SDC.i tld him i felt like lookin 4 job elsewhere cos to have a better future i cldnt survive hre.i tld him bot me wanna go 4 studies and such..We talk really long.like almost 2 hrs!!Thanks collin 4 hearin me out..was abit stressed up jus nw.I jus dun wanna trouble gerfiee with my problems i dun wan her 2 worry.But im ok nw darl.:-).You jus make me smile again.and again.and again.and again.I love you the most Titi....I live my life for you.....

Finally guitar is repaired....

2007-11-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Weehoo!!Back again with another addition...hehehe...Off day again an dits only wednesday.Was very very sleepy cos last nite watch man utd game.I end up sleepin on the couch.When i woke up the game's finishin and its still 1-1.So i switched it off and go 2 bed....Dreaming of her...

It was 1000hrs on a wednesdae morning and my mum woke me up suddanly yellin at me 2 wake up and bathe so i can follow her go collect boxes from Blackie at his workplace,The Supreme Court.We took MRT there and go dwn at CT Hall.As we walk past Penin,i remember me and gerfiee gettin lost last Sun..hehe.It didnt took us lng to find the place.Blackie was waitin 4 us with many2 boxes!!!waaaahhh!!!We took a cab hme with me carryin the 15 flat boxes.Thanks eh mum!!But b4 dat i tld my mum bot me gonna repair my guitar cos im like into it nw.(thanks dear!).She tld me to go and repair lata.So i msg Zaid if he's free to accompany me lata..he wasnt free,gt skul.so i said ok i'll jus go alne.When i gt hme msged dearie tellin her im gonna repair my guitar alne.She asked me if i wan her 2 tagged along.I noe i wasnt dreaming..I said yes and we made arrangements 2 meet.

Gerfiee was late but its ok,i undastand cos she jus reached hme frm skul and was in a hurry.But its really ok darl..:-) You meetin me on a weekday is oredi a bonus..So we went to TM's yamaha..Nah..so we went to a jamming studio at tamp...still Nah.So i tld gerfiee y nt she called Fiq and asked him if swee lee gt any repairin service..he said yes but its the shop beside it..so i tld dearie y not we jus go there.cos can look at her elec guitar oso..So we went there and im glad thres guitar servicin at the shop.I left the guitar with the abang while we go 2 swee lee look 4 gerfiee's guitar..she's interested in the ibanez and i can say the guitar's daym hot!!u gt gd taste darl..Aniwaes its rainin heavily and while we were walkin dwn t estairs gerfiee sudanli slip and fell wen i was jus abt to hold her hands..its daym painful but she didnt wanna shw it to me..i felt really bad bot it..But she's ok..We den walk all the wae and go eat at bugis cos im supa hungry..Den we took the train whre i send gerfiee till tamp int..didnt evn haf a chance 2 say i love you to u dear jus nw..But thank you 4 accompaniyin me..u noe i miss u so..

Feeling this.....#04-243...SOLD!!!

2007-11-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hi there..Im hre writing this blog again..Today wasnt a bad dae actually cos at work i was doin shooting gallery.Malik was on off 2dae so Captain stanley put me there.I was thankful cos its been a while since i was assigned at shooting gallery.Setting up the gallery wasnt difficult.I set the whle system up in less den 5 mins,even if i went to the toilet b4 opening the gallery.hehe..Was quite surprised to see gerfiee up so early and we actually msged each oda 4 half a dae until i tld her i dun wanna distub her...

Went back pretty late cos i go ard jurong entertainment looking for a new earpiece cos my current one dah spoilt!!in the end i fnd it and its cheap2 je la..I reached hme quite late like ard 8+ and mum wanna go kedai so i tagged along cos i wanna buy my pwepaid card..i bot it at $18 bucks bt inside gt $28 bucks!!kewl!!i went home and distub gerfiee step nak kenal2 but she knew it was me cos of the wae i msged..awww dear...u r so sweet...I love you hun..

#04-243.....SOLD!!!

With my heart,my soul,my kiss....

2007-11-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

Today is a boring dae.In fact 2 boring to called it boring.Im on off todae and ive totally nothin to do..Woke up at 10+ with no aim in life as i make my bed.I sat down at the edge,thinkin wat to do 2dae.Pawents nt at hme means no breakfast and thres totally no food at all.So i just on my laptop,put sme games and delete some games frm my psp.Den i played 4 a while.Got bored after sometimes..I had dis feeling thres smtin wrng with me cos i dun feel gd at all..I realised ive been thinkin and thinkin bot gerfiee all dis while after i did some soul searchin.Still cnt 4got yest outin with her..Guess its just too sweet to be called sweet..So lie dwn again,emo-ed and msgin gerfiee at the same time....Evening falls...

Msged gerfiee again askin her whreabouts..Den it struck me again..Kp tinkin bout gerfiee again..Emo-ed again.Was listenin to red jumpsuit's your guardian angel again and again and again..So sowee darl,im just too emotional.Den listen to plainsunset's find a way and lovesong for the emotionally wounded.Reminds me of the tyme i played dis sng with one of my disbanded band.Bring bck memoirs uh.Den i decided to record the guardian song but i sing ar..Was fraustrated with mysef cos whenever i hit the high tones,it b ot of tune.Tried bot 10 times but still cnt gt it rite.Omost cried cos i really wanna sing the sng perfectly..But i shant give up..Well,dats all 4 2dae.waitin 4 gerfiee 2 b online.....waitin..waitin..waitin..

Emo is love.....

251107....A memorable day..

2007-11-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

I woke up on a Sunday morning feeling very excited.It was 0805hrs and i still feel sleepy.So i slpt back and i woke up again.It was 0820 and i started panickin.Im not suppose 2 b late!cos im meetin gerfiee 2dae.i woke up,make my bed and quickly iron my clothes.I went out at ard 0915hrs.I tot im late.

Luckily i reached tamp interchange at 0950hrs.I was relieved.I didnt see gerfiee.so i jus msged her tellin her i reached.But after a few minutes,gerfiee came,wearing a black between the buried and me shirt and a black denim skirt.All i did was only to smile but deep dwn inside i went,OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!she's drop dead gorgeous.so we took the train to Boon Lay bcos we were watchin Enchanted at my werkplace!!The movie was very romantic and funny and its the 1st tyme i actually held gerfiee hand.We were crossing the road wen i jus go near her and took her hands and held it tite..She was taken aback.den inside the cinema we held hands like almost the whle movie..Gerfiee,dat was the sweetest ting u've eva dne.yer hands are jus so warm..The movie ended at ard 1400hrs and we went to Vivocity to look 4 gerfiee bestest fren's bdae pwezzie.It took us a very long tyme 2 search 4 the pwezzie but in the end we fnd it!we shall kp it a secret k dearie??while searchin 4 the pwezzie i cme across a watch shop and dey sell cheap but nice watches!!Gerfiee chose me a red color Levis look-alike watch.It was really nice dear and i love it.And i bot gerfiee a watch 2..same as me but diff color..awwww,dat was very sweet....We still walk ard,cnt find a suitable gift.So we went to Ben and Jerry as i pwomised gerfiee.she took a strawberry flavour while i took choco mint..It was romantic..I kept lookin at gerfiee and she kp on larfin and ask me y...hehe..u wanna noe y dear??cos u are so beautiful dearie....Den we plan 2 go esplanade cos its still early.But wen we reached there its abt 2 rain so gerfiee suggested goin 2 penin 2 look at my cardigans...heeh..end up buyin Bless the fall shirt..It was really nice..

Today actually many things happened within me and gerfiee and i can say its jus 2 memorable 4 me..i really enjoy bein with her and not only 2dae but everytime she's with me i feel at ease and enjoyable cos.Thank you 4 the great day 2dae sayang and hope 2 meet u again...I Love You The Most..

Sailboats and motorboats.....

2007-11-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

Waaah!!!I'm write writing another entry after a day of absence due to tiredness and boredom!!hehe..I dun wanna write any entry 2dae but i tld mysef i wld gt carried away if i keep on bein lazy..lols..Aniwaes i'm workin 2dae and i'm actually quite excited because i'm gonna show a demonstration of the sailboats and motorboats to the marketing people.I think they wanna think of rentin out the boats to guests and actually gain some income to it.(i heard they wanna set up racing circuit at the lake but i dunno hw true it is.).Whateva it is,Nizam tld me to prepare the boats at ard 1145hrs.Suddanly Nizam tld me that i'm dead.I panic at the disco.i asked him wats wrng.He said i 4got to off one of the remotes and nw its flat..Shit!!i curse mysef.I asked Nizam if he cld help me.He just chuckled and tld me its ok..gt enough batteries!!Wahlau!!thanks eh!u made me panic!!So i gt everything prepared and Nizam tld me to bring the boats to the lake at 1600hrs.I was super excited!!The pple cme at 1615 and i straightaway demo the sailboats cos thres a strong wind.its was fun and they were happy after i give em the chance 2 try out with the boats.Then cme the highlights,THE MOTORBOATS!!!Nizam and i show them some speedy skills.I did a donut and quick turns when sudanli i drove 2 fast and clash with Nizam's Speed Demons.(Btw,i name my boat Brodie 1000).My boat jus went over Nizam's boat and sudanli it capsized!!haha!!!we all end up larfin!!Nizam hafta hlp me gt my boat bck and after a few mre rounds the marketing pple were impressed and dey decided 2 make the sailboats as a teambuilding session and rent out the motorboats.Three thumbs up for Nizam and me!!!By 1645,the boats were all bck to the armoury,all dried up and bck into the shelves,all thanks to me!!hehe...And dear gerfiee,u r the one behind my every success frm nw on...i heart you dear...

No off day boring,got off day also boring!!hehe

2007-11-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today is my off day and its suppose to be a very good day for me.But i found out that off day without a purpose is very very boring and dull day.lol.But still its my off day and ive been waitin for it.Aniwaes,i woke up quite early which is at 0930 hrs.I jus lay on my bed,hands at my head and started thinking wat to do 2dae..Unfortunately cnt think of aniting..So i just on my comp to play the Sims2 since dah lamer tak main kan the game..I end up not playin it cos my hand itchy 2 go online..hehe..and guess whu i fnd inside??GERFIEE!!so i distub her 4 a while den i play some music on my laptop and start doing workout.Its been a long tyme since i did any excercise so i felt abit heavy..hehe.but i managed 2 do 30 mins of intensive excercise and i sudanly i gt stomach cramp!!i roll and roll on the floor in pain..hehe.but i managed to recover and after sendin gerfiee a gdbye and the usual dont-4gt-2-eat msg i go bathe..After that play psp 4 a few hrs and den haf breakfast.Ear mee birthday!so ewwwww!!!i msged gerfie after dat tellin her im so bored i wanna go library.she tld me to clean the house!!!hehe..What the..hehe.Den i tld her act i wanna meet her..hehe..But end up nvr meet her cos its last minute and i undastand she dun like last min..hehe..sorry darl,its just sponteneous.So i end up sleepin again and woke up at 1600hrs.Like pig sia!!!eat sleep,eat sleep!!So dats hws life is 4 me 2dae.Had my lunch at 1930hrs and den read some books while waitin 2 go online....Tomorrow werk till Sat..*sigh*..

5 more days to meet you dearie!!!

BangBang@shooting gallery.SDC.com

2007-11-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hello...Its a beautiful Monday and its been like 7 or daes straight i've been workin straight.Feel so tired,body is achin all over,but i shan't complain cos its part of my job and thats hw werking life is like.So jus tahan all the way..Just lookin forward to Tuesday je cos its my off day and i can finally rest!!

Ok,i was assigned to do shooting gallery.Its jus a shooting simulator whereby u can shoot at real SAR21 and den feel good bout it.hehe..But i like dat place.Its a very quiet place where you can haf a pice of mind.And oso can sit!It took me 10 mins to set up the whle thingy.First half of the morning is daym boring.Nobody at all!!so i msg2 my dearie and listen to mp3.Sudanli at ard noon,i heard from the walkie dat a VIP is comin to the centre.It turned out to b the princess of Brunei and his hubby!!we were so shocked.So preparations were made and sudanlly ronnie tld me dat they b goin to my place soon and i hafta do the introduction!i was scred!!so i gussy up abit,lookin presentable and await their arrival.20 mins later dey arrived.i was shocked that they dress up so informally.Except 4 the 2 bodyguards,thre's only Lizda and boss.I was trembling when i gve the introduction speech.After dat the princess's hubby try out the rifle.He was a very good shooter.hehe.2 bad i cnt gt their photos as it was illegal 2 do so.The bodyguards so scary..hehe..Well,overall today wasnt a bad day after all cos i gt the chance to talk to pple of royalty and they were very humble and modest...well,as usual i took pics of mysef again..hehe...

B4 i have you dear,this were wat i scribbled at the shooting gallery..:-)

Serving the nation...

Feeling abit sick..cold day..

2007-11-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

I'm back from work and writing this entry..Its a sunday and i'm working.Nothing much really happened at work except just now before i started work herman came to me and said that Abang Harley is warded inside the hospital bcos of a fractured foot due to yesterday bad fall at the tournament.I was shocked seh..Cos yesterdae after the tourney he seemed ok and can still ride his Harley!!Sudanlly i heard he's in hospital..Poor chap..Hope he's doin fine..

Well,aniwaes,ive been located at the multi-purpose-hall cos over there there is an exibition called So-Singapore-Toons whereby u can discover more abt Singapore but its tru cartoons..I really want that place 2dae cos my whle body aching..And since dat place can sit and rest so im really thankful im doin there 2dae..So since thres nt much pple 2dae i sit dwn,on my hp mp3 and den jus close my eyes..Overall its a very boring day 2dae bt in the evening its quite interesting...Gerfiee and me started feeling each other and we actually mcm emoed!!hehe..I heart u dearie....U have my heart..

I found this book at the exibit and actually read it..Books for Gerlie!!hehe

An ode to you...My precious dear whoever..

2007-11-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

Dear love,

Two weeks plus have passed by but thre's so much for me to describe and to express my feelings towards you..The first time i saw you,i wanted to get to know you.I was happy you replied my message.I was happy we exchanged numbers.When we started messaging,there's where it started.Was quite a fool for the first few weeks.But in actual fact,i've fallen for you.I was under depression but i still keep the clear mind.You saved me dear.You saved my soul from going down and disappear.Now two weeks plus we've been together.The love i feel towards you is undefined.Thre's too much to say,too much to express.I miss you everytime i don't see you,i got worried everytime you went missing and everyday i'm scared i may lose you.But you gave me the confidence and the determination to brush all the obstacles off and you saved me yet again.You are the sweetest things that no one has ever noe and i am the luckiest guy in this very world to be your soulmate.You were there everytime i needed you.Even if you don't feel so,but you jus did dear.I've never felt this kind of love before and i am the luckiest to be loved by someone like you.Everytime when i meet you,all i want to do is hold your hand,kiss it and hug you real tight.All i want to do is to make you feel secured and safe with me.I love you with all my heart,my soul,my kiss.Never will i ever want to break your heart and make you sad.I can do many crazy things for you but you'll brush it off and say i don't hafe to.Cos' you feel me too.Thre's just too much to say and i think i'll keep it for later.My heart is yours for the taking and i'm yours and you are my heroine.I can never live a day without you dear cos' my love for you dear,its jus so undefined,its infinity.I can cry thinking of you every night before i sleep,lose mysef into you when i call out your name.....You are my everything now and nothing,nothing can make me go away from you..nobody can take me away from you darling.you have my words.i live for you and i'll die for you if i have to..I love you,I love you,I love you...

Yours sincerely and truthfully,

Abdul Qahar

Real boys play soccer!!!Not!!hehe..

2007-11-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Today is a very tiring day for me.I hafta woke up at 0500hrs and go out from house at 0600hrs.The reason is i'm having an inter-company soccer tornament held at "The Cage" which is located at Jalan Binaan Kapal.I met herman at kallang Mrt at 0715 and we took bus no 11 to the place.When i reached there,i didnt see any kapal bein built..i laughed to mysef..Ok,the cage is actually a place to play indoor soccer,well,inside a cage!!hehe.we found a spot and waited for nizam,sunny boy,abang harley and his cousins.Sunny cme late cos according to him he sakit perot so he had to do big business halfwae tru his journey.heh..funny guy.hehe.So we talk crap while waitin for the organizer 2 tld us 2 register.Sunny den took out this big adidas bag and distribute the jerseys.I was picky at choosin numbers.Was actually looking 4 No.21 but the nearest no is No.12.i dun wan so i took No.13,which usta be my lucky no.I took some pics of mysef b4 the game but too tired to take many pics cos by the time the 3rd game ended,im oredi half dead..hehe.we were in group A along 4 other companies.each team mus play 4 games and the top 2 teams will quaify for nxt rnd.we won 1,drew 2 and lose badly at the last game.We end up bein knocked out.But its ok..i scored a very nice goal for her..And i was playing defender!!Our last game end end at ard 12+ and after restin 4 a while,i took pillioned nizam's bike and the wle team went to kallang to eat.I have Chicken rice and we talk crap 4 anada 1 hr..After that me and nizam hafta go bck 2 SDC to work!so tired!!Jus dun feel like working.Just feel like sleeping.I bathed,and took my own sweet time and after that Kak Leha tld 2 2 hlp out at the godforsakken place (FnB).So today was a very very tiring day,but i tink if i meet gerfie 2dae i can go 4 anada rnd of soccer!!hehe...lol.

Dearie,i miss you so so much!!!:-(

Missing her too badly..Moving house??

2007-11-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i'm back again typing a new entry...Actually kinda tired to type today..Not been meeting my gerfiee 4 almost a week now and i'm really missing her badly..Wish i could see her..Just wanna hug her real tite and tell her i miss her like crazy..Work's as usual today and its extremely boring 2dae..Ghost town!!almost nobody..Sales at retail and FnB was really bad till the exec questioned those doin the respective stations wat the hell are dey doin..Pity seh..esp Nutty..very stressed..As usual i was doin the golf ball again and as usual took a pic of mysef and listenin to the "Monsoon" over and over again..hehe..Really nothin interesting goin on at werk..Boring job i guess..Haha!!

I miss gerfiee so much dat i tld her i miss her so so much..It was touching when she said she misses me 2...I asked her if we cld meet.she said she'll confirm in the evening..I waited and waited.I msged her she nvr reply.As a concerned bf,i started 2 worry..Finally she msg me at 5+ she's ok and she's at hme learning her notes..and she say she cnt make it..its ok dearie,i undastand..mayb nxt tyme.:)

I went home quite early today which ii mysef is unsure why.bt i saw the house was very clean 2dae..i asked mum wats the occasion and she tld me gt pple lookin at our house..OMG!!she's gonna sell it!!thre's 2 grp of chinese pple lookin at our house..Hopefully can gt 2 sell so we 2 move in a smaller house....

So pissed off....But its ok....

2007-11-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

I woke up quite late today due to the side effect of the medicine i took the previous night.But i managed to go out on time for work.As usual the feeder bus is packed with people goin to work.I was unfortunate cos i missed 2 buses due to the massive crowd on the bus.I knew i was gonna be late for work and i knew i'm gonna miss the bus.But i go to work as usual.msgin nutty to hold the bus for me.Then 10 mins b4 8,nutty called me ask me to hurry up.I said i'm reachin soon..After that she kpt callin me askin me whre i am.Thre's whre i started to get pissed off not bcos of her,but at that someone pesterin Nutty 2 kpt callin me.Finally i reached Jurong East Mrt.I ran all the way to the shuttle bay and i was horrified when i saw the bus leaving.I got to know it was someone from the "upstair" pple tellin the apek to move off.So daym tulan seh me.But i felt ok after Nutty apologised to me and told me to b patient.At 0840 we haf debriefing and i was assigned to take care of the "golf ball" aka visionarium.I took some pictures of mysef and the golfball..hehe...lols

The Visionarium....Behold!!

Apart from that,there are 5 new part timers coming to orientation today and got two look like matrips.When they were introduced to me,they nvr evn shake my hands!!Baru part timers nak action...Den dey were bein shown ard the centre by Nizam.I was blasting Kittie's Spit when i walked past em.Dey stare at me one kind.i just dun give a daym..well,overall today is very dead except for some kindergarten grps led by Sha-Sha,Johnston and daryl..Very cutee!!!

My sick story...

2007-11-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

Yeay!!i'm bck again typing this entry..Wasnt feeling so well last nite and i end up slpin at 3am.Most of the time im jus thinkin and staring at the blank,dark space.The night was so cold that i need to cover mysef with the blankie...but finally i doze off..

After my morning prayer i went back to sleep.was feeling so so sleepy dat when my head touched my pillow,i jus close my eyes and dozed off..and at the same time was listenin to my mp3...........

It was 10am and i heard loud noises and it was my mum enterin my room and tellin me top wake up and go see doctor cos i haf been coughin non-stop and it irritates her..lol.was listenin to Atreyu's Our sick story at that time.i woke up in a daze,grumble2 abit and den go and bathe,with my earpiece still plugged to my ears!

Took a pic of mysef b4 going out to see the doctor..

I went to the doctor with my parents.My dad is sick to and he has the same sickness as me.hehe!!Like father,like son pple say..hehee..And since my dad cnt walk properly,my mum followed.There were so many pple waiting 4 the doctor and we had 2 wait like 7 more turns b4 we can go and see the doctor.The doctor wanted to give me MC but i tld him i dun wan cos i need 2 werk the next day.waaah!!so hard werkin..NOT!!My bill is about $50..So expensive!!B4 we left,i took a pic of the clinic's signboard..hehe...siao ar me..

My mum was hungry.So was my dad and i.I suggest going to Causeway Point to eat.They agreed.So we headed to Banquet and i ordered Teriyaki chicken barrage and Chawanmushi.Both are Japenese food.My dad ate chicken porridge and my mum ate Wantan noodle.I wasnt actually full but i just kept quiet..hehe..We then took a cab bck hme..I went home,shower and den ate my medicine and after dat i msged gerlfiee.den i fell asleep..Steam ar makan obat batok!!hehe..

I hope i'll well soon..U 2 dearie...get well fast k??xoxoxoxoxoxo

Just another day at work...Sailboats!!

2007-11-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

Benny-Red haired Beng..

Today i reached Jurong East MRT quite early.. As usual, was blasting my mp3. Was quite shocked to see the massive crowd waiting for their respective shuttle bus. My bus came early. I sat alone at the back thinking where will i b stationed today and at the same time thinkin of her...

The briefing was made and i was assigned at Smart Station!! Its a place where i'll be controlling a computer animated robot and actually interact with the guests!! It was kinda fun doing it and since thre's timing to it,i hafta roam the lower gallery and i was sad to find out that i was alone. I tried to comms Benny tru the walkie but Uncle Stanley said he's doing a tour. F.Y.I,thre's like 1k guests today..Powerpack!!And i'm alone!!I managed to take a pic of Benny and he's complainin his group are daym boring..i cnt agree mre..Thres actually Sha-Sha and Sammy doin the tour at the same time but i didnt take their pics as the crowd keeps comin in..

I have my lunch at 1130am,which is quite unusual..Luckily Benny,Sammy and nutty haf same lunch time as me..i brought mee goreng which my mum fried in the morning.I cover Spore Toons at 1230-1330 and after that i went back to smart station till 1600hrs.Its time to test out the sailboats!!im excited..My sailboat and Nizam's keep clashing at each other..but it was fun..My day ended with the whole ops team wishing Johnston happy bdae!!Lucky chap..lol..

And i miss my gerlfiee..

Nizam and Carhartt sailboat..Mine's the red one..if only can put Brodie instead of Victoria..lols

Setting up the remotes..